本物の翼が欲しい... I want real wings...

Top ten songs

2006-09-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

here are the songs!
can't download but still...
i hope ur middle name does not start with a 'P'
1. Last Song ~Unplugged~ (Gackt)

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2. Regret (Lucifer)
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3. Dears (Gackt)

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4. Unmoved (Moi Dix Mois)

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5. 再会〜 Story 〜 (Gackt)

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6. Cassis (Gazette)

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7. Goodnight Moon (Shivaree)

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8. Speed Master (Gackt)

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9. U+K (Gackt)

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10. 愛しい人 (Miyavi)

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yupyup
here they are!!

enjoy!
-Orangeline-

I moved!

2006-09-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

here's my new addr: ichigocheesecake.wordpress -Angeline-

Don't you love my iMac too?

2006-09-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

hehehe i love my iMac!! enough said! . -Angeline-

I think ...

2006-09-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

I surf around Youtube too much... or I went for too many "ARts in the age of colonialism" lectures... but this is fucking hilarious!! oh come on... watch and enjoy ... Yesterday during lecture, our lecturer showed us this british comedy "Yes, Minister!" n it's freaking funny too... man, i think im really slow... im only starting to watch such stuff... while people started watching years n years ago. Blame the computer, anime and mangas. I've stopped watching tv, sitcoms, series and all sorts of stuff on televisioni years n years ago. Guess I gotta get back to them ya? -Angeline-

Shivaree

2006-09-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to like this band... yes i'm slow!! i know... but i don't usually tune in to english songs(recently). I still like Linkin Park (damn them for the lack of releases) but well, Shivaree is good~ my favourite from them is "Goodnight Moon" (currently playing on the sidebar) but this song "I close my eyes" is nice ... it's in the OST of Charmed, one of my favourite series... (psst, alyssa milano's in it... hehe - she's my goddess) Edited: oh hell..this is one hell of a live!! I love this song soooo much... argh! thanks a million zillion to Ruishen who sent me this song..i shall buy the albumm... i shall ... i think..erm... err...tabun deshou -Angeline-

immediate wishlist...

2006-09-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

then it wouldn't be a wishlist anymore.. would it? i went out with Simin and Kei-san, a japanese friend, today. Kei-san was taking pictures with his Casio camera... and man I was jealous... i decided that I needed a camera for myself. So.... when i get some cash... I'm gonna get these stuff to make myself happier! - PINK Sony T10/T30 - PINK DS Lite (yea i know i have a blue one... but I must get the pink one... for I don't know why) - Oto Trimax... to get rid of my tyres - LG Chocolate (PINK) - Final Fantasy III (Jap Version) yup...that's all!! -Angeline-

A French Word a Day #3

2006-09-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

effort (noun,masculine) English word? yeah it is... n it's also a french word. and their meanings are related. when you put in effort to do something, but your surroundings are fucking u up, PLUS your effort seems to be going into the drain... you will definitely be effort in the french meaning. yes..it means STRESS, strain... I'm so totally stressed up... Je suis trés effort! I am VERY STRESS!!! that's the meaning of our word today. -Orangeline-

RAM vs. ROM analogy

2006-09-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

Simin told me that SMU gonna setup a Law faculty too. So I went, "Oh my, there are going to be more and more redundant lawyers in Singapore in the future." anyway, that's so out of point! I came out with this analogy when we were talking about how smart Law and Medicine students are. (the smart here refers to their ability to memorize) A Law student's brain capacity can be referred to a 500GB hard disk. It is so since they can memorize hell lots of past cases and stuff like that. Medicine student? Around the same capacity of harddisk since they have to memorize hell lots of medical stuff, not forgetting the whole anatomy of human, the weird names of all different kinds of bones, veins, vessels and organs that we don't even know existed. Me? Mine's a 256MB RAM!! Random-accessed Memory. Once I reboot, everything's gone. Absolute zero memorizing skill. But I read and write faster. hehe... -Orangeline-

FINALLY!!!

2006-09-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

i've finally gotten my DS Lite... not the pink one(sadly so) but the light blue one... (nice enough) so im all satisfied and happy... bouncing around and squealing in excitment. i play Super Mario and this stupid RPG game "Animal Crossing" The free game (Resident Evil) that came with the console sucks like fuck! I like resident evil but it's proven that Resident Evil can only be played on consoles like PS2/3 and Xbox360... enough said... -Orangeline-

Just before I leave for classes

2006-09-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

The reason I'm so desperate for a DS Lite... Look at the movie and you'll know why I am so drooling for it... waiting for nov 14 2006 to come!!! oh my... this will be the slowest 2 months in my life... i love games tt has animation tt gives me goosepimples... n of course, the soundtrack plays a part in the score. im just the ff freak... can't wait for FFVII to come on in oct too~ n i can't wait for FFVIII n FFVII (PS3) to come out!!! impatient eh? n OMFG!! did i see wrongly... i just saw Devil May Cry 4 on PS3 listings... OMFFFFG!!! *faints* i shall scrimp n save or make PIC sell his butt to get myself a PS3... (tt's a joke), getting a PS3 is the joke... -Orangeline-

A Song a Day #2

2006-09-07T08:45:00.000+08:00

Are you deep in love(true love mix).mp3 - AlexK this is some piece that i got from a game. I had played this game a while ago, and well, decent gameplay and superb music. i LOVE this song!! -Orangeline-

Just before i embark on my french homework...

2006-09-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

argh!!! i want my PINK DS Lite!!! fark!! i saw a 7 year old kid (at least she looked like a 7 year old kid to me, or even younger) playing a DS Lite (note, the pink one!!) when i was at Takashimaya with my mom today!! im fucking jealous of this 7 year old girl... i've lost all my pride and integrity as a 22 year old ... (yes... to that extent, for me!!) ok, tt's all of my rantings... grrrrrrr!!! -Orangeline-

A French Word a Day #2

2006-09-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

oiseaux (noun, plural) the singualar form for this word is oiseau, without the 'x'. wanna guess what does this french word mean? haha it's "Birds" ... interesting eh? such a complicated word for birds.... so..wouldn't Birdman be... haha nvm. since oiseaux is birds, wanna make a smart guess what're bateaux? three seconds...come on... (no checking of BabelFish) duhz it's "BOATS"... -Orangeline-

Steve Irwin died...

2006-09-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

... ... ... ... ... ... ... He's (will still be) one of my favourite zoologist. I love his shows. I mean, how many people out there would be willing to get close to animals like he did? Yahoo! 's article on Irwin's death His shows always made me think of the unimaginable (not in the bad way). I will always imagine myself, working as a vet or zoologist (kinda my ambition) whenever I saw him working around all kinds of creatures, marine and land. He makes me feel that anything is possible. He will be remembered. -Orangeline-

A Japanese word a day #1

2006-09-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

たぶん (ta-bun) = probably, perhaps e.g. 今日たぶんあなたが死ぬ〜　(kyou-ta-bun-anata-ga-shi-nu) which means "Perhaps, you die today~" (hehe~) "たぶん" 's often used together with other words with similar meaning, causing the whole sentence to have a very uncertain feeling... like this: e.g. 今日たぶんアタシは学校へ行くだろう知れませんね~ This is the Translation from "http://babelfish.altavista.com/tr" Today perhaps I go to the school, probably will be, you cannot know, don't you think? haha interesting? isn't it? -Orangeline-

A French Word a day #1

2006-09-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

chose (femenine, noun) = thing e.g. Mangez la chose, ou vous mourrez! which means, Eat the thing, or you will die! yeah..lame i know... just trying to emphasize the redundancy of the word "thing"! haha not your regular english word that means CHOSE~ but chose (my impression of french words is that they are come in italics) -Orangeline-

A Song a Day #1

2006-09-04T10:04:00.000+08:00

Unmoved - Moi Dix Mois Youtube Video for preview My favourite song... that hypes me, gets me high... -Orangeline-

Hey guys~ (imitates Ethan's tone...)

2006-09-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

he's just too cute!!! ahemz... oh anyway i've revamped my blog! it's not longer the black and gloomy blog! it's PINK!! PINK! hwa hwa hwa hwa! gonna add a few redundant stuff here... "A french word a day", "A japanese word a day" ,"A Song a day", "A Woman a Day" blah blah blah, the list goes on.... Bullshiting is my forte now... You'll get what I mean! but there'll be a time when I'm sick of updating my blog again... haha I shall wait till then! it's gonna be quite a while since I just got my iMac and it's going to take a LONG while for me to get sick of it! *evil snigger fading in background* -Orangeline-

You're sooo (remember to drag) good~ Come on, come on Toshi!

2006-08-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

not going to say much, just watch... by the way, my english did improve... i WILL remember where to put "s" -s next time... ^^ This is my favourite video of the month!! cant stop watching it... by the way... she's quite hot... i love the way her brows move -Angeline-

Hell fun!

2006-08-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

I always crap about my WoW experience...saying how good is it, and everything? vist this blog, created by my dear friends from WoW! i do post pictures from time to time... Exploits and adventures of the infamous Caels I have another Character in Kirn Tor( a server) now!! it's the very romantic, and wilful - Caphis the Hunter!! he's a Tauren, tall built with a smothering look ... he makes all female Tauren (and other races alike) melt like butter in Purgatory! -Orangeline-

The best movie made!!

2006-08-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

this is WOW!!! World of Warcraft WOW!!! wooohooooo ... a little legend here... DKP = Dragon Kill Points DPS = Damage Per second DOT = Damage over time yup ...enjoy!! -Angeline- really loves this clip "I think i've watched it at least 5 times!"

Nana!!

2006-07-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

i love the anime and manga... though i guess the anime is a teeny weeny bit better since they have (are going to have) more animated Takumi than ever when compared to the manga... who's takumi u might ask... if u watch Nana... u will know of this band named "Trapnest" n one of the members, Ren is the bf of one of the Nanas... n well..the bassist/leader of tt band is TAKUMI!! i LOVE takumi ... not going to spoil the story for people who don't read the manga... but he's one big shot in the story..at least i think so TAKUMI!!! kyaaaa... i edited the picture myself, n it's taken from volume 5 of Nana... isn't he cute? -Angeline-

Pics from Shanghai~

2006-07-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

thanks to June... she sent me the pics... n crap.. i look horrible in those pictures my younger sister...as usual - acting goofy... im starting to see the deadly truth that we're getting more n more alike... My Aunt Irene and I - at Shanghai Tan... and here are some screenshot from World of Warcraft... these are my great friends from the game... im the white-hair chick...the blue heads are the Two Caels... superb players n friends! the guy who seems very out of the picture... yeah he's cire, in disguise. im the princess!! n they were escorting me through the dungeon - Deadmines. mwah hahaha! i've finally hit the lvl cap(which is 60) ... n im training another Gnome Mage (Lolipop) and a male night elf priest(Aelys) Aelys has a twin bro..(cire in disguise) whose name is Ealys... n here's the two of them... i gotta admit the hairstyle is a little "AA" = Attract Attention-ing Aelys sharing some moments with the murloc at Darkshore... i thought the background was rather... artistically nice~ Here's some Butt comparing issues when we were in Darnassus ... who has a bigger butt? i think Ealys ! and here's my gnome mage... her name is Lolipop... n she's accompanied by a gnome warrior - Chewinggum ...haha and as i was saying, my night elf druid's a lvl 60 now... but still.. i did a stupid thing today by wanting to explore this dungeon - Strathlome n haha.. once i entered the instance... i realized that Im stuck ... along with the guy who came up with the idea of "exploring" Strat... it seems that we will have to hearth back to menethil habour... as we were about to do so, we got wiped... -Angeline-

I just got yelled at!! wanna fucking know why?

2006-07-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

FUCK!! if you cant get married at ur age...n well, gets grouchier by the day... or u just quarrelled with your rumoured CHINA girlfriend... get it, it's not my fucking fault... don't fucking take it out on me... go screw yourself or something... this is what happened. I went to bathe after my grandfather had his bath. coz i really needed a shower before dinner since im having my menstration. my uncle just changed and got out of his room , n i fucking swear he saw me with my bathing stuff... towel n all as i walked passed him... he was going for his evening jog, ((his attire told me so) after i had my bath, i walked out of the bathroom just to realize that i have a mad(crazy kind of mad, and yes... angry kind of mad too) sitting in the living room. he stood up...yelled at me!! "Why must you use the bathroom only when people come back?! cant you use it earlier?!" so i told him, very nicely... "i thought you were going for a jog." guess what, he screamed at me saying, "I'll still need to use the toilet what!!" FUCK!!! first, how the fucking hell would i know he fucking need the fucking toilet!! second, THERE ARE TWO FUCKING TOILETS IN THE ENTIRE HOUSE!!! third, why is he being such an asshole, cant he be more patient and wait for his turn ? since i WAS THE FIRST FUCKING ONE TO GET INTO THE TOILET!!! wait for your fucking turn, my DEAR UNCLE!!! im seriously pissed off by that... -Angeline-

Cassis by Gazette

2006-06-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

This is my favourite song now.. i don't know why but i think it's a superb song.. though a little old... enjoy~ my top ten favourite songs (not in order) 1. Last Song ~Unplugged~ - Gackt 2. 再会~Story~ - Gackt 3. Love Letter - Gackt 4. Cassis - Gazette 5. Velvet - Alice Nine 6. Vanilla - Gackt 7. No Regret - Koda Kumi 8. Regret - Lucifer 9. La Dix Croix - Moi Dix Mois 10. U+K - Gackt haha the list has changed alot.. im fickle..i admit -Angeline-

the can-picking old man who drank my coke n GLARED at June

2006-06-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

oh i must talk about this incident... bitchyly~ u know poor old man/woman who goes rumaging the bins for metal cans? they have those in china too... n for my case... i was happily drinking off the coke can (from the fucked up restaurant that serves horrid Xiao Long Bao) n june was doing the same thing except that hers was almost a full can... then as we came down the stairs of the restaurant.. the old man started following us ... after a while, my mom said that he wanted our cans n asked us to drink faster... there wasn't much left in my can so i very nicely gave the old man my can... u know what he did??? he shockingly(though i thought it was ok... my mom n gang were squealing...) drank the coke in my can n used the same straw that i was drinking from... he continued following us as he drank...coz he wanted June's can too... june was so disgusted that she almost immediately threw her can into the nearest bin... ack...that pissed the old man off. he rushed towards the bin n as he was reaching for the can in the bin... he glared at June with hatred... poor June... -Angeline-

Im finally back+ I PASSED MY EXAMS... + China Sucks!!

2006-06-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

miraculously~ i did.. i did... i did pass my exams... with the grace of whatever gods who are out there... *mumbles* "heng ah..." + a long sigh of relief n well.. CHINA IS HELL!! i hate china n this is my first n last time there... not exactly the first since i go hongkong quite often but still... there're still toilets with no doors... n some uncivilised chinawoman who did her business with the door unlocked... as i was saying, they are just so barbaric that they cant change their behaviours... n the people on the streets are FUCKING rude... not forgetting the waitress who spill soup all over our dishes coz she didn't want to distribute the soup for us but was asked to ... (soup usually comes in a big bowl for the designated amount of guests.. n properly, less barbaric waitresses are supposed to distribute them for the guests) oh yah ... n the loud mouths... they speak as though they are the only ones in public n u can never differentiate if they are chit chatting or having a fight...coz of the tone n volume.. china is crap man.. if u wanna trick me to go there again.. let me say one sentence - "over my dead n rotting body" this time... my mom cheated me ... i told her i didn't want to go china unless it's hongkong... but she called me in the midst of my Thailand trip... n told me she booked the tix already... oh n June's going as a sidenote... normally when June's going... i will usually be more willing to tag along since there's company... this time... i heard from june that her mom used the same tactics to trick her ... how nice.. mommies~ remember that Xiao Long Bao(XLB) comes from Shanghai? shanghai's XLB sux like hell..they are all so... not tasty... disgusting.. i dunno which word to use... we ordered 6-7 baskets(is that the word for the brown thing they use to contain XLB...argh whatever~) of XLB... n we only ate those that are edible... the rest(about more than half left) we wanted to takeaway for the tour guide(since it 's THEIR kind of taste...we tot the tour guide might like it... HE RECOMMANDED THE PLACE n it was supposed to be one of the best restaurants that served XLB) n u know what? other than the bad service from the waitress there... she actually told us we cant takeaway the food... what fuck is that? don't they know that the customer is ALWAYS right?? cant she make an exception since we REQUESTED nicely to takeaway their horridly tasting food... so that we wouldn't waste it.. but NO!! she gave us a very fucked up look n said, "u cant takeaway" i almost cursed FUCK YOU if not my younger sister, Tiffany, was there. oh.. n they get into fights so fuckingly often that the Gong Ans(the police there) don't even wink when fights happen... screwed up... the country is so screwed up!! fuckingly selfish people...they have there. though there are also nice people..who willingly allowed my aunt to sit in their shop when she almost fainted in the bazaar. that's like... the minority... n there was this fucked up stall owner in the bazaar... when i was looking at stuff... she was all smiley and tending to my needs... when i said "it doesn't matter, thanks"(in mandarin) n was leaving the shop, she replied "i didn't say it matters" in a fucked up way...as if she was very smart.. get it right... when I say, "it doesn't matter, thanks".. i mean to say "ur stuff sucks like poo ... it doesn't matter to waste my time here at ur foul smelling n stuffy shop... thanks for tending to me" who fucking cares if it matters to u or not... a few good things in shanghai: 1. the acrobatics show was good...in fact, it was superb...but alittle on the expensive side... June n I had this conclusion that all good looking youths of shanghai are recruited into the group doing the show. coz the locals that we saw on the streets... are... *regurgitates yesterday swensens dinner* 2. Shanghai Tan(上海滩) is a beautiful place if u ignore the barbarians around u who either spit on the very-nicely paved walkway... or those who are trying to sell u things... they are...err... fucked up? the scenery is great!! n the wind...wootz... u'll feel superbly refreshed... like i say, if u ignore the rowdiness n people around u... 3. the silk quilt that i got back from shanghai is freaking soft... n warm... of course, at a not so low price. i managed to see people making the silk quilt from raw silk... n caught a little knowledge on silk worms n the making of silk. that was really fun ... esp the part when i was playing with the live silkworms... n my mom went squealing n all... hahahaha she didn't allow me to touch her till i washed my hands~ er...nothing else is worth remembering about china... *spits* in virtual ground....(hoping it belongs to china so that i will not get caught) -Angeline-

Going to be dragged to Shanghai for 6 Days 5 Nights...

2006-06-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

yohooooo this is LIVE from Bangkok airport... haha i miss singapore so much... considering the fact that i was in an ulu town for 12 days .. anyway im going to fly off tomorrow to Shanghai .... argh i hate going to china for obvious reasons... suck! i passed my exams... miraculously ... worst subject done was Date Aquisition and instrumentation.. or smthg like that i didn't even bother to remember the subject name... but still.. i PASSED IT!! well ... since the worries abt my results are just so disappearing in the air... i shall TRY TO enjoy myself in Shanghai.. psst ...im praying for toilet doors to be available when im there... heeheehee i miss everyone back in singapore SO freaking much.... -Angeline-

I'll be out of Singapore in 8 hours time!! hoooooooo~

2006-06-02T03:55:00.000+08:00

hehe... i'll be away in Thailand from the 2nd June to the 13th. this 12 days long trip is well, a half-annually visit to my dad who's living there... n my Baby sister... whose just tooooo cute.... in case u wanna contact me or anything... u can call my PIC(partner in crime) who's going along with me.... take care guys... n good luck for your results... -Angeline-

Another wallpaper... hehee

2006-05-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

of my favourite drummer from Kra... i don't really like the band but i like Yasuno ... he's just too adorable to ignore... not to forget that he has striking pink hair and pink drum sticks!! hahaha isn't he cute?!?!? *meltz* -Angeline- is still trying to improve her photoshopping skills...

Two wallpapers that i created using Photoshop

2006-05-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

these are two wallpapers of my gods... (that's another word of idol isnt it... mwah ahhaha) i've made them using simple n lousy Photoshop skills... so please don't be so mean n say they suck even if they do k? -_-|| this is a Version 2.0 of the previous Alice Nine wallpaper... heehee is it nicer? a very plain Gackt's wallpaper... but aren't wallpapers supposed to be plain? haha the Alice nine wallpaper is kinda er... too many pictures...but still i love it!!

YAY!!! Lucify got back into SuperBand

2006-05-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

they deserve iT!! they did really well on sunday... although i thought the song was kinda JUNK ... but their music arrangement was superb... i was head-banging along with them!! GO GO LUCIFY!! screw summerbreeze!! -Angeline- oh no, n i thought i could stop watching Superband once Lucify's out.. but they got back in!! hahaa it's still a good thing though... i shall stay glued to the TV every monday 8pm for Lucify ... Singapore's very own "my-kind" of band... heeheehee~ *so happy!!* because... my friend in Tokyo agreed to buy Kurohige Kiki Ippatsu -HG version- n send it to Simin n ME!! heehee... two great things in a day!! though fucked up chinaman in my DDP group pissed me off big time.. but i shall talk about that another day when im in a bad mood again... shall vent all the bad things in a go... heehehee *cant stop grinning*

黒ひげ危機一発レイザーラモンHG が欲しい!!!!

2006-05-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

ANYONE!! please... get me this toy!! they only ship in japan in amazon.co.jp im so sad now.. coz i really wanted this toy... the product in amazon.co.jp any japanese or person living in japan kind enough to help send this to me? i'll pay for the toy n the shipment... -Angeline-

Louis Vuitton Epi Leather long wallet...

2006-05-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

who'll be so kind to get me this wallet... the LV store at Ngee Ann looks good enough to enter...when i have enough money to buy this wallet... -Angeline-

FUCKing FUGLY summer Breeze is still in the competition... n ...

2006-05-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

Lucify ... the only band that im supporting ... is OUT!! fucking out.. because of the fugly people of Summer Breeze.... (this is my blog... i say what i want... but the part abt them being fucking fugly is true...isn't it!! if u agree...say Aye!! hahahha) i hope lucify or jing bao yue tuan makes it through the revival round... otherwise... things will be simple.. i'll just stop watching... no point watching stupid people making a fool of themselves... i'll get more retarded by the week... coz i watched too much "Summer Breeze"'s retarded performances... even nerdy/communist/fucked up people who joined RVHS(communist school that i went to) talentime...can freaking do better than them... not to mention less fugly than all of them... argh!!! PISSED!!! anyway ... i've created my very own Alice Nine poster ... (this is the only happy thing for today) yeah ...the wallpaper kinda suck ... coz i don't have photoshop...yet... heehee shall add it to my wishlist... i used PAINT!! for it... hahahaha Click to see full size... i have to go look at Gackt's, Nao's, Ruki's pictures to cleanse my eyes... too much of fugly Summer Breeze is causing my eyes to feel uncomfortable.. in need of some eye treats... hahahaha oh yea... my ears too.. gotta go listen to my play list!! mwah hahahaha Fugly Summer Breeze's FUCKED UP!!! -Angeline-

My mostest favouritest LIVE!!

2006-05-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

this is Brise... by Malice Mizer during Gackt's era... as u can see Gackt's the vocalist... the reason for LOVING this live ...? it's because... everyone "seems" to be really enjoying this performance... n i LOVE the playful side of Mana-sama... i squeal every single time i watch this live... -Angeline-

I finally bought myself a decent birthday present after so many years...

2006-05-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

this year.. although a little belated... i bought myself a iPod Video... 30Gb(black) 嬉しいぞう！！ now, im more willing to take MRTs ... since i can watch my beloved Gackt's , Alice Nine's and Moi Dix Mois PVs, Lives and Concerts on my iPod Video.. hehehe oh not forgetting... i can watch Animes too!! hahaha since recently i don't have much time to watch them at home... everyone... three cheers for iPod ... -Angeline-

ahh ... had a crush on another band....

2006-05-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

fine! u can call me a typical fan girl.. but i think Yasuno(drummer) from Kra is really cute... he reminds me of Chachamaru...except that... he's a drummer and chacha is a guitarist!! *lovez* er.. Kra's songs are not really my kind... they're really.. err.bouncy.. yea..bouncy's the word to show u why i like Yasuno ...(yes..his pink hair is part of the reason, oh his pink drumsticks too.. but...not that biggest part of it) *Kra* oh...their vocalist, Keiyuu is super cute too.. he's like 156cm tall.. haha... n has a cute voice... ^_^ *Cutest Yasuno* this is why... oo ... i still like Nao(dr) from Alice Nine as much... he's just to cute n huggable to ignore.. but aren't they good... -Angeline-

im officially a "fangirl" of Alice Nine...loves

2006-05-07T03:15:00.000+08:00

**Velvet by Alice Nine **Akatsuki by Alice Nine these are the two of my mostest favouritest song from Alice Nine... the vocalist is SUPERB... at the very least... i like it~! shit... im going to buy their albums n singles!! ahhhhhhh~ Me <-- "Parasitic piece of crap" i like these songs so much that they managed to squeeze into my top ten favourite songs ^_^ (not in any order) - Akatsuki (Alice Nine) - Velvet (Alice Nine) - Last Song (Gackt) - Love Letter (Gackt) - Oasis (Gackt) - Regret (Lucifer) - Crucify my Love (X-Japan) - U+K (Gackt) - 再会～Ｓｔｏｒｙ～ (Gackt) - Beast of Blood (Malice Mizer) -Angeline- falling in love with Shou(Vo)...n likes Nao(Drummer) the most...

One potential patient for the asylum

2006-05-06T11:49:00.000+08:00

im going crazy ... next week , it's going to be 0830-1730 EVERYDAY for DDP(Design and Developement Project) FUCK... im sorry anyway ... i hate what im doing... or what IM NOT doing since im not assigned any major stuff( due to my incompetence) -Angeline-

i spent 80 bucks ... on a CD

2006-05-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

Mana-sama~ *kyaa* ahemz... im sorry... i just bought Moi dix Mois "Dix Infernal" (their first album) from HMV ... n it's a whooping 80 bucks ... but still ... i LOVE it...(hugging the CD now, coz Mana's on the cover....) this is La dix Croix... the second track on the album.... n it's their live concert in Europe...(the clip i mean) this is my favourite track from Dix Infernal album ... it's GOOD right... La dix Croix In Romanji ima wa mou mawanaide* sou hiraki kaketa sekai* e anata no kokoro ni kizamareta yume wa hikari no naka e... wasurenaide ano hi no chikai wo kizutsuki ai sae kunou no hate ni ima shinjitsu no meikyuu e saigo no kiseki wo La dix croix yume wa miwaku no koukei ni negai wa tozasareta kokoro ni La dix croix yume ni sakebi tsudzuketemo saigo no tobira wo hirakanakereba La dix croix yume wa seinaru kagayaki me wo tojireba omoide no naka ano toki kawashita saigo no kotoba wo ima subete wo tokihana de wa saigo no kiseki wo La dix croix yume wa miwaku no koukei ni negai wa tozasareta kokoro ni La dix croix yume ni sakebi tsudzuketemo saigo no tobira wo hirakanakereba La dix croix yume ni saigo no kiseki wo In English by now without whirling confusion like so toward the unraveling future [of the emerging world] the dream carved out by your heart toward the center of the light not forgotten the oath of those days broken, even love, in the end that is agony now toward the labyrinth of reality the final miracle La dix croix the dreams within the landscape of mesmerism the desire within the sealed heart La dix croix yet the cries continue in dreams if the final door is to be opened La dix croix dream of divine brilliance if the eyes are closed, within memories exchanged in those days, the final words now in the liberation of everything the final miracle La dix croix the dreams within the landscape of mesmerism the desire within the sealed heart La dix croix yet the cries continue in dreams if the final door is to be opened La dix croix in dream the final miracle Lyrics taken from : SongMeanings.Net im so excited that im not making sense... did i forget to mention that i just watched "Hostel" at Cine... freak~ it's good... the effects ~ watch it!! if you like blood n gore... i don't really like those stuff ... but the show is kinda good... oh oh !! i ordered moi dix mois "Beyond the Gate" ... (their latest album) from HMV too.. can't wait for one month for the CD to arrive... -Angeline-

this is what i call youthful ... being young ....

2006-04-29T12:08:00.000+08:00

this is アリス九號(Alice Nine) - 春夏秋冬 (Shunkashuutou) don't they make you feel young again...at least ... i feel kinda refreshed after listening to their songs and watching their PVs and lives.. ^_^ my personal favourite is Nao ... the drummer... he's a cutie pie... -Angeline-

最高！

2006-04-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

the girls are the ones who sang Ike! Ike! ... the OP for Ichigo 100% ... and the guy? yeah...the older n bigger sized one...he's a guy ... he sang his part.... im serious he sang it!! isn't he superb? his name is Maeda Ken ... n he's 34 years old... n if im not wrong... he choreographed the dance too ... -Angeline

is gender in the love equation?

2006-04-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

well, i was reading colin and kero's blog... (if you are homophobic... please do not enter their blog and start hurling abuses at them... you have no right to... they deserve more respect than alot of people out there.) talking about homosexuality, i don't even understand why is there such a term to start with... to me, i don't think gender is really in the love equation. one problem with them, might be, they keep saying they like guys... but isn't the case being, the other party that they fall in love with just happen to be a male? while, for the "normal" people out there, they simply fall in love with the opposite gender. my theory for that (i haven't been reading much, so if my theory is wrong... or isn't all that right based of whatever 10000 pages thick books that you had read ever since you're three...pardon me...and give me a break): nobody is born with a sexual orientation, they just simply conform to social norms. simply state, they see couples being one male and a female, ever since they were young. Thus developing the mentality that it is only "right" to have a partner of the opposite side... "opposite" "attracts"... i seriously think that it's the chemistry that pulls two person together. Age, gender, race, religion, nationality... really doesn't matter. However, people out there face different kinds of pressure from the society and their family, thus the "preference" subconsciously. A mass majority of the human population is burdened with the responsibilty of reproduction... but is that really a main purpose for falling in love? if you are one who thinks that one gets into a relationship, supposedly after falling in love with the other party, and therefore, should get married after the relationship stabilizes. What's next? to fuck alot and reproduce like my sister's rabbits? if im your partner... i'll feel like a tool... a tool to reproduce~ fuck you... i still belive that engaging in sex is for a couple to be even closer to each other... zero centimetre kinda distance... feel each other even more than the usual... oh ... by the way... for guys who thinks that it's ok for two woman to kiss and have lesbian kinky kinda sex but it's utterly beastly for guys to get together ... go screw your own ass k? ^_^ you are such a loser... fuck your own ego ... oh ... i forgotten ... you don't have any~ -Angeline- is being vulgar again ... -_-||

2006-04-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

人はいったいどこから来たどこから行くんだろう... 大切な優しい人... 君だけがいない... -Angeline-

New Song ... Unnamed Song~ by Yoshiki ...

2006-04-19T15:39:00.000+08:00

wootz... nice song right? hahaha... i seriously repeated this song almost fifty times... not much of the lyrics... (it's kind of senseless) it's the tune ... but still, here's the lyrics.. Violet UK - Unnamed Song ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am standing on the edge And coming to my senses from a reverie Never thought I would Never thouht I'd need to Say goodbye, I did you farewell My voiceless words are swaying the flame I can't live without I can't live without I can't live without you here in the dark I whisper your name over again Give me the strength to Cease the light if I should find the way I saw a dream youwere flying in the sky Without a fear Never touched the ground But never came to my side I tried so hard to reach out for your hand The ruthless wind kept your soul away I can't live without I can't give without I can't breathe without you Here in the world Do you fell the rain ? You said love takes no pain With or without the sun The lurid sky is still tearing me apart Will she let freedom reign over Give me the strength to Believe the words that love will find a way i cant remember the site where i got the lyrics from ... but still.... thanks!! coz it's not ez to find the lyrics for this song.. ty~ -Angeline- tell me if u are unable to hear the song...

another over-night-studying session at Kallang McDonalds...

2006-04-10T06:11:00.000+08:00

woohooo.... i came over to Kallang Mac right after i finished watching SuperBand on Channel U... well, all i can say is...there's this band with three good-looking guitarists and a very out-of-place vocalist, overall, lots of oddballs and i had my good laughs over them (im mean) Lucify (the band that i was looking forward to) wasn't all that good though they were "visual" enough. (i still prefer the band with three good-looking guitarists... man, how did they manage to gather THREE cute guitarists in this tiny world of Singapore?!) the last band (band no. 18) was rather crap & junk, i don't know why they had such good feedback from the judges... the three little boys (迷路兵）are quite good... !! there we go, with the younger generation!! the band that went on with their own composition... they were actually good!! heehee i think that's RustyNailz...their song was really Jrock-ish ... heehee..ultra cool..though a little monotonous... but still, cool~ there was one at the beginning that i thought was rather good, though they are a Trio ... which is quite a weird number for a band (to me) ... they are Jing Bao Yue Tuan... JRock influenced band, as stated in sgJrock forums another band worth mentioning was the one with the percussionist singing with the vocalist. since Kami from Malice Mizer, i've always thought that it's really cool to see percussionist harmonizing or singing with the vocalist!! im really cranky right now, just had my share of midnight oil and im all set to sleep through the rest of the day. this is one of my favs from Gackt's concerts...enjoy~ -Angeline- "all pictures taken from Mediacorp.com"

The best PV i've ever watched...

2006-04-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

omfg ... isn't it cute!! the way he integrated the lyrics and the dialogues... *falls on floor n laughs* by the way ... here's the actual meaning and lyrics... u might be able to understand the PV more in this way.. ^_^ Arittake no aide ~LLV~ In Romanji Ima ko-shite mewo tojiru to Kimi no nukumori wo sagashite iru Tonari ni okizari ni sareta Omo-ide ga sabishisa wo tsuta eru dake Tokiwa nagarete, ashi-bayani kisetsu wa kawatte yuku keredo Ano hino mamano omoide machi-tsuzukete iru ...Mata dea-eru koto wo Ari-ttake no aide kimino Subete wo tsutsumi konde... ageyo-u Mou nidoto kanashimi ga otozure naiyo-ni Kimi wo mamori tai... Sayonara sae ienai mamani Itsu karaka bokura wa, hanarete shimatta ne Yoku nita senaka mitsukeru tabi ni Imademo mada sukoshi munega itai yo Tokiwa nagarete, bokumo kimimo Otona ni natte yuku keredo Ano hino mamano futari de mata warai aeru ...Son-na higa kuru kara Ari-ttake no aide kimino Subete wo tsutsumi konde... ageyo-u Mou nidoto kanashimi ga otozure naiyo-ni Kimi wo mamori tai... Ari-ttake no aide kimino Subete wo tsutsumi konde... ageyo-u Mou nidoto kanashimi ga otozure naiyo-ni Kimi wo mamori tai... Kimi wo mamori tai... Kimi wo mamori tai... In English Trying to find the warmth of hers. ...That's what I do when I close my eyes. But all I get is the memories that are left behind, wandering around to me. ...And they just bring me the sence of lonelyness. Then the time flew. And there goes another season passing me by so quickly. But my love hasn't died yet, and I'm still here and waiting For the day I find her once again, and I tell her this; With all my heart, I will hold you and comfort you. I want to protect you from anything that makes you cry. Do you still remember how we ended up? We didn't even say a word, And we just walked away from each other. But everytime I find a similar back style as yours, I admit, my heart still aches even for now. Yes, the time flew... We can't stop it, and we both got much older. But in my heart I know one thing for sure. You and I can laugh together just like before ...Someday in the future, I believe that day will come. With all my heart, I will hold you and comfort you. I want to protect you from anything that makes you cry. With all my heart, I will hold you and comfort you. I want to protect you from anything that brings you sorrow. With all my heart, I will hold you and comfort you. I want to protect you from anything that brings you sorrow. So don't cry no more, I will protect you. I will protect you with all my heart. Translation and Romanji gotten from : http://www6.plala.or.jp/Lovepotion/Lyrics/LyricsTranslation.htm great! sweet and loving lyrics + super hilarious PV ... what a combination... anyway , this PV is of the LLV(LIVE) version from the Love Letter Album. there is another original version of the song, which i have not(sadly) heard before. i SHALL go buy the single!! -Angeline-

Just a reminder for myself

2006-04-05T02:28:00.000+08:00

im going to start a new diary after the exams!! i haven't finished the old one yet, but since i gave it a stupid name... i shall seal it into oblivion .... anyway, i thought i said im gonna upload photos from my thailand trip last year.. so here's a few of them this is my Dad's house in Thailand. but no, im not half thailand... im pure chinese~ this is my baby sister... her name is... argh don't make me try pronuncing her thai name... n i don't really wanna remember her boorish chinese name that is so similar to mine... which means, my chinese name sucks... but ...isn't she cute~ her mom's a thai... so she's half thai half chinese... (duhz, that's why she has a thai name; but my dad has a thai name n he's not thai, ok...he's a PR there ... but not local-thai thai...argh...who cares~) Her hobby is to bully Cire!! hahaha~ my Dad's pond... n he rears fishes(big ones) inside. no..im serious... he has a huge pond in his compound, and i fed my sister to the fishes....(the part about my sis is a joke) There was this night when my Dad and his workers actually made glutinous rice in bamboo for us... it was ultra good despite the random appearance of black beans(which i dislike). the road leading into my dad's place, doesn't it look kinda Korean-drama-like? haha i thought the place look alittle poetic... n that's why the picture. ok back to studying... there's like only 13 more days to my first two papers... *starts shivering like mad* -Angeline-

Love Letter

2006-04-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

i didn't take much notice of this song at the beginning... until this day when i was feeling down, and i just "party shuffled" my songs ... Love Letter started playing. n Gackt sang this phrase, which is part of the chorus. the lyrics are not exceptionally outstanding or anything. it's just the way he sang it, the emotions he infused into his singing and words. they make me feel that i'll never be alone. "永遠を歩いてるけるこれからもずっと二人でこの胸に強く抱きしめた思いは変わらない、たった一つだけの... 「愛してる」" which means... "I can walk all the way, Because we are together... now and forever. In my heart, there exists never-changing affection for you. It's all yours. The one-and-only 'I love you.'" Love Letter In Romanji Yasashi egao de bokuni hoho-emu Kimiga imamo kawarazu ni sobani iru Mewo tojireba hora, ikutsumono kisetsu ga Bokura wo sotto tsutsumi konde yukuyo Nagai tabijino hateni naniga arunoka Daremo wakaranai keredo Fuan-na yoruwa mou nidoto otozure nai kara Ei-en wo aruite yukeru Korekaramo zutto futari de Kono muneni tsuyoku dakishimeta Omoiwa kawaranai, tatta hitotsu dakeno... "Ai shite ru" Soyokaze ni nabiku chi-sana hanano yo-na Kimini hajimete deatta hiwa to-ku Mada osana sugite kizu tsukeau hibimo atta Keredo imadewa warai aeru omoide Chikai-au yakusoku wo wasure naide Dare yorimo taisetsu dakara Egaita yumewo, sukoshi zutsu kanaete yuko-yo Ei-en wo aruite yukeru Korekaramo zutto futari de Kono muneni tsuyoku dakishimeta Omoiwa kawaranai, tatta hitotsu dakeno... "Ai shite ru" Ei-en wo aruite yukeru Korekaramo zutto futari de Kono muneni tsuyoku dakishimeta Omoiwa kawaranai, tatta hitotsu dakeno... "Ai shite ru" Ai shite ru... In English Smiling at me with your gentle face. Never changing... you are here, right next to me. Close your eyes, and can you feel it? The precious days and memories we shared wrap us around, ...Filling us up with gentleness. What awaits at the end of this longest journey we are about to walk, who knows? But I will ensure you one thing for sure; you are safe with me. I can walk all the way, Because we are together... now and forever. In my heart, there exists never-changing affection for you. It's all yours. The one-and-only "I love you." You were just like a tiny flower swaying in the breeze. It was so long ago when we first met, and you were a radiant young girl. We were both still immature, and there were days of quarrels and tears. But now, we can laugh at it. Don't forget the marital vows of ours. You are the most precious person in the world. And now, let's work together to grant our wishes, one by one. I can walk all the way, Because we are together... now and forever. In my heart, there exists never-changing affection for you. It's all yours. The one-and-only "I love you." My love is all for you. Translation take from: http://www6.plala.or.jp/Lovepotion/Lyrics/LyricsTranslation.htm

My Anime and Manga List-

2006-04-03T06:28:00.000+08:00

My List of Animes and Mangas that's in my collection or WILL be in my collection... I thought it's taking up uneccessary space in the side bar... so i tot i'll just post n update from here... ANIME ++ Animes that im watching now + going crazy over!! : (esp 6 stars) * Bleach 01-88 (*****) * Blood+ 01-37 (******) * Fate\Stay Night 01-24 (****) * Futakoi Alternative 01-12 (***) * Kyou Kara Maou 01-69 (*****) * Naruto 01-193 + Movie (******) * Nana (******) * Gakuen Heaven (***) * Princess Princess (***) * The Meloncholy of Suzumiya Haruhi (***) * Ouran High School Boys Host Club (*****) * School Rumble Season 2 (***) ++ Animes that im going to Watch : + Downloadin' : +Haven't got my animaniac hands on them : * Evangelion * Wataru ++ Completed Animes : * FFVII : Advent Children (******) * AIR (***) * Boku wa imouto koi wo suru OAV (**) * Chobits (**) * Chrno Crusade (****) * Dragon Ball GT (**) * Dragon Ball Z (****) * Elfen Lied (***) * Eremental Gerad (***) * FLCL (***) * FMP TSR (****) * Fruit Basket (**) * Full Metal Panic (****) * FullMoon wo Sagashite (**) * Fushigi Yuugi OVA 1-3 (**) * Futakoi (**) * Gundam Seed (*****) * GS Destiny (******) * Haru wo Daiteita (**) * He is My Master (****) * HellSing (***) * Hikaru no Go (****) * Hunter x Hunter (***) * Jinki Extend (**) * Juuni Kokki (*****) * Kaikan Phrase (*****) * Karas OAV (***) * Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien (***) * LOVELESS (******) * Mai Hime (****) * Mai Otome (***) * Mirage of Blaze (***) * Monster (*****) * Prince of Tennis (******) * POT movie : Futatri no Samurai (**) * Rurouni Kenshin (****) * Samurai 7 (****) * School Rumble (****) * Sousei no Aquarion (****) * Sukisyo (****) * The Vision of Escaflowne (***) * Trinity Blood (******) * Tsubasa Chronicles Season1 (****) * Yakitate! Japan (****) MANGA ++Mangas I'm on : * Fruits Basket (*****) * Naruto (*****) * Bleach (******) * Death Note (*****) * Prince of Tennis (*****) * Hunter x Hunter (*****) * Busou Renkin (***) * Crayon Shinchan (***) * Mahou Sensei Negima (***) * Fushigi Yuugi : Genbu Kaiden (****) * School Rumble (***) * Gundam Seed (***) * Tsuki no Shippo (*****) * Love Celeb (******) * Yakitate Japan (****) * Yamato-Nadeshiko Shiti-Henge (****) * Billion Girl (****) * MAR (******) * Beauty (****) * Gekka no Kimi (***) * Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle (****) * Trinity Blood (****) * He is My Master (****) * SKIP BEAT! (*****) * Ouran High School Host Club (****) * Love Monster (******) * Honey　x　Honey ドロップス (*****) * Loveless(in jap) (****) * Parafait Tic (*****) -Completed Series that I bought : * Boku wa Imouto ni koi wo suru (*****) * Omote Kiss (**) * Tsumi Ni Nureta Futari (*****) * Never Give Up (****) * Hana Yori Dango (***) * Fushigi Yuugi (***) * Ayashi no Ceres (****) * Imadoki (**) * Alice the 19th (**) * Rurouni Kenshin (*****) * Pretty Face (***) * Haou Airen (*****) * HEART (****) * Chobits (***) * Juvenile Orion : Aquarian Age (**) * Zettai Kareshi (****) * Happy Hustle High (***) * Asa mo, Hiru mo, Yoru mo (***) * Renai Shijo Shuji (****) * Yoru made matenai (****) * Mucha Kucha Daisuki (****) ~Tear-wrenching story~ -Going to buy/read : * Alot other Shoujo manga that i cant even remember the titles!! * Nana edited - 01/10/05 :: 03/04/06 :: 19/07/06 -Angeline-

this is a once in a zillion years kinda post...

2006-04-03T05:39:00.000+08:00

it's 0535 in the morning... n i just "finished" preparing for my last n one of the most critical lab assessment ... in a few hours time... my fate for 208(data acquisition and instrumentation) shall be determined ... argh... if im going to fail this module.... oh gawd... i don't want to think about it! screwed! im so freaking awake now. You gently extended your palm to me and in my heart I fell into the sky 君は手のひらを優しく差し出してこの胸に飛び込んだ taken from the lyrics of Brise ... a song from Malice Mizer lyrics by Gackt; Music by Kozi and who's going to extend their palm to me? the loneliness that i go through... it's like lacking a part of me whenever i have to go through unhappy events, (they always happen) i never felt the presence of a soulmate before. maybe im asking for too much. because, i have great friends and family. but, is asking to meet the "one" too tough a request from Santa? (im a good girl ya know) all i can say, no one has given me the right feeling before. maybe once, but after that... i don't feel it anymore. it's like, everyone's in their own world... never interacting with mine. not even my own family, my best pal, my closest one. i heard this phrase from somewhere, (i think some drama...) "Everyone is so tired of life, that they sold their souls to their ears" -or somewhere down that line- i hail to that... and that's why, i need good music. i love songs with raise-goosebumps kinda lyrics, meaningful and sometimes poetic... regardless of the music... even rock songs can be as romantic as ballads. some of the tunes i heard, they make me feel that there is still a possibility of finding someone in the big big world out there - yes, even before knowing the meaning of the lyrics. some tunes can touch my heart, in this way. after understanding the lyrics, i can further affirm myself that there are actually people who think alike (being a little ego over here; bear with me for alittle), my wild imagination is not stupid and im definitely not alone - being disillusioned, unrealistic and all. walking down the street, i see nothing but fleeting shadows, no faces... but just figures (unless there are some hot babes or cute hunks) no one bothers about other people... nobody says "Hi" to a stranger over here. and if you smile, they think you're crazy. if you ask for directions, they find you a hassle. you break down on the road, they stare. no one will offer their warm hugs and ask, "hey, are you alright?". though , i prefer to be left alone when i start wailing. after all these years, i've learnt to disregard other people's presence when im outside - even in school. i don't even remember people from my JC(junior college), secondary sch and pri school, unless we're still keeping in contact. for most of them, whenever i see them in campus(uni), i don't even have the slightest idea of their names. and that's why, people don't remember mine. i wish for the chance to fall into the sky, to drown in air, to suffocate in water, freeze in fire and blaze in snow. All these feelings, no one has given me the chance to experience the true passion of life before. therefore, i look forward to my future. when i meet more people. when i have the TIME to meet more people. schoolwork really sucks. isn't he perfect? im willing to lose my individuality for him. okie that's a joke. i don't have it to start with. that's a joke too. -Angeline-

im going crazy ... over him~

2006-03-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

ah...this was uncalled for... haha anyway... the long hair guy/lady-look-alike is ChaChamaru from GacktJob... i absolutely love him... (not more than Gackt of course) he's superb!! superb at the guitar... he's my god... Chacha looking ultra cool with the guitar...~ so basically im idolizing two other men other than Gackt, one is Chachamaru...the guitarist for GacktJob and the other is Mana, the guitarist + band leader for the Malice Mizer... Mana is like...the prettiest man on earth... Malice Mizer disbanded in 2001 if i didn't remember wrongly and well, they went on their own ways. All i know is that, Mana is now with this band named Moi dix Mois. just for the sake of it... these are my top ten favourite songs: (not in order) 1. Last Song 2. Redemption 3. Doomsday 4. Emu 5. U+K 6. Love Letter 7. Ash 8. Fragrance - because it reminds of Gackt licking his microphone stand ultra-sexily... 9. Speed Master 10. Toudokanai Ai to Shitteita no ni yep.... all Gackt's songs... ultra superlicious... gotta go back to my revision...(exams are created by cruel + heartless bastards) -Angeline-

im definitely going to get FFVII:Dirge of the Cerebus after my exams..why?

2006-03-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

coz Gackt's in it... (this is the ending for Dirge of Cerebus, as stated in Youtube.com) -Angeline-

why haven't I been updating? it's because of him ...

2006-03-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

Gackt ... what a perfect man... -Angeline-

So Sorry ....

2006-03-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

i haven't been updating in a while... coz i've been super bz with school stuff... this semester is HELL!! argh! so well, all the sending of the songs n links..will gonna have to wait. im really sorry since i had promised to send you guys the links you requesting... i'll be uploading the entire links' list so that u guys can just download the list for yourself!! hee~ -Angeline- lovesssssss Gackt!! sorry im kinda mad about him recently!!

Face-Off Angels GIG 1

2006-01-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

this is really simple, hand-drawn... no photoshop...no nothing... and yes... i admit it's not that soothing to the eye... but hey!! i drew it MYSELF!! hahahaha enjoy... Click on the picture to open it in a new window...(to read the words, duhz!) -Orangeline- ICC aka IchigoCheeseCake is my new nickname...

Updates on my laggy life - talking about the lack of updates

2006-01-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

hahaha school's starting tomorrow... omfg...did i say tomorrow?!?!?! boohoo...end of paradise..end of peaceful days... it's time to gear up with my nice stationary from kinokuniya... ultra think hard cover text books that will most probably cause my precious oakley bag to break from the weight... notes that will cause me lots of paper cuts... er.r.. n of course.. my planner!! i guess the only consolation i have everyday is to write stuff in my Campus planner!! i love my planner...when i say Campus planner i mean the brand Campus... (the brand u see in japanese anime when the high sch student studies for his entrance exams...he uses a Campus notebook to take notes...THAT CAMPUS...not some cheapo planner than NTU gives...) so it's like.. lesser World of Warcraft...(i play it most of the time when im not sleeping...thus the lack of updates) even lesser time for animes n mangas!! ARGH...that's bad!! with the upcoming Fate Stay Night and Ergo Proxy... i must try to catch up with the new animes... FSN and Ergo Proxy are ultra cool animes... go check them out at animenewsnetwork.com n recently...i even started to read 风云(Feng Yun) this hong kong action comic that Eric owns... it's err...LENGHTY!!! LONG WINDED..but still kinda cool... the story goes on n on about this guy...his son..his son's son... haha not that long...but still..good art!! New Mangas include.. Clover(not the CLAMP CLOVER, but this shoujo manga clover...about office girl falling in love) i ordered the first few volumes from yesasia.com i read the first few chapters from Shoujomagic...n man..it's good...though the art is kinda old school!! another new Manga is HoneyxHoney Drops... super smutty and good manga!!! by the mangaka of Ren-ai shijo... u should try it... i should scan some screenshots... the story is good too~ very typical shoujo story though... nice art... i love the mangaka's art..though i forgotten her name... BUT... my favourite shoujo mangaka of ALL TIME is still Mayu Shinjo!! i've gotten my evil incest-loving hands(that's got nothing to do with the mangaka but still...) on Love Celeb volume 5... the story deviated from what she portrayed at the beginning but still on the track... getting better and better i would say... Gin is SOOOOOOOO HOT with black hair... i like main characters(cute ones of course) with black hair... like Hakuron from Haou Airen... ahhh... nothing much... oh...WoW(World of Warcraft) been playing the game day n night... making my 30 bucks a month worth while... if u're playing in the Malfurion Realm...join me in my quests n raids.. im a level 30+ night elf druid(very common i know) my name is Yorukage...i belong to the guild of Knights Templer...n they have very nice people in there... if u don't know what guild to join since there're so many to choose from... why not give Knights Templer a try... we have nice people over here... though our membership is a little small...but we are closely knitted... i've made some really nice gaming budz~ *dances around happily* PST me when you're chilling out in Malfurion... and say Hi or something ...heeheehee~ WoW Tip : the best time to go toilet is when you're taking a long ride on a grphon the worst? when you're fighting the whole horde of hordes!! hahahaha... oh although if u died like millions of time( like how i did yesterday coz there were just too many level (??) bulls and trolls, etc... during ur resurrection cooldown time...u could go take a leak too~ hahahahahhaa -Angeline- shall add some screenshotz of her beautiful and sexy night elf when she's free!! oh no...i haven't upload the pictures of my beautiful sister in thailand for showing off... ahhh shall do it when im really free..or rotting from studying~

talk about the lack of updates

2006-01-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Going Thailand tomorrow!!! with a woeful travelling companion!! damn!!

2005-12-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

argh... i got pissed with eric again!! he's so fucking niao!!! (niao == stingy + picky + fussy + everything on that line added together!!) i borrowed his Sony Digital camera to take a few pictures of the clothes that i bought for my baby sister(as Xmas present) and he fussed over how i handled his precious camera and stuff.... what fuck.... pissed... fucked up attitude!! anyway ...putting that aside...i shall show you the CUTE clothes that i bought for my baby sister... i bought them from Kiddy Palace... and they are so PINK and adorable that i can't stop holding and hugging them!! i wonder if i had a chance to wear such cute clothing when i was younger~ (sorry for the badly taken + dark pictures... i didn't know how to use the camera...since it's NOT MINE~ argh!!!) AREN't they cute?? hahahaha... i love them so much... but i can't wear them... sigh... can't wait for tomorrow to come.. im finally gonna leave singapore after so long... hate being stuck here...with no where to go and nothing to do(other than playing WoW) oh ya...i'll miss playing WoW for ONE WHOLE WEEK!!! boohooo mixed feelings i guess... -Angeline-

Direct Download Links

2005-11-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

UPDATED!! I've taken down the links to all the downloads... heehee...sorrie coz i don't wanna get into trouble... though... if you want the links ...send me an email at orangeline@gmail.com and i will send you the txt file of the list of links that u can get the songs... u want... Songs that i have : - 132.GS Destiny Insert Song - Vestige - 112.Bleach OP2 - D-technoLife.mp3 - 133.Yakitate Japan OP2 - Promise.mp3 - 122.He is My Master OP Single - The Confession of TOKIO.mp3 - Yakitate ED3 Singles - Humming Bird.zip - 134.Naruto ED10 - Speed.mp3 - 129.GS Destiny OP4 - Wings of Words.mp3 - 128.Tsubasa Chronicle OST - A song of storm and fire.mp3 - Little by Litte - Ame Agari no Kyuu na Sakamichi.mp3 - Kyou Kara Maou OP - Hateshinaku_tooi_sora_ni.mp3 - Kyou Kara Maou ED - Suteki na Shiawase -GS Destiny's new insert song- Hoono no Tobira.mp3 - Bleach ED 4 - Happy People.mp3 - GS Destiny Meer's version of Quiet Night(the fast one) - Quiet Night C.E.73 - GS Destiny Insert Song by Meer - Emotion.mp3 - Tsubasa Chronicles Insert Song - You are my Love.mp3 - Uverworld's new single - Chance.mp3 - GS Destiny OP - Bokutachi no Yukue.mp3 - GS Destiny ED - Kimi wa Boku ni niteiru.mp3 - Gs Destiny ED - I wanna go to a place.mp3 - GS Destiny insert - Shinkai no Kodoku.mp3 - Tsubasa Chronicle Insert Song - Yume no Tsubasa.mp3 - Tsubasa Chronicle OST - Catastrophe.mp3 - Tsubasa Chronicle OP - Blaze.mp3 - Blood+ OP - Aozora no Namida(Tv Ripped).wma - Kyou Kara Maou ED2 - Arigatou.mp3 - Bleach OP - Ichirin no hana(tv_ripped).wma - Bleach Insert Song - Number One.mp3 - FMP:TSR OP - Minamikaze.mp3 - FMP:TSR ED - Mouichido Kimi ni Aitai.mp3 - Bleach ED5 - Life.mp3 - Shuffle! OP - YOU.mp3 - Shuffle! ED - innocence.mp3 - Gundam Seed Insert - Akatsuki no Kuruma.mp3 - Silent Hill OST - Tender Sugar.zip - Mai Otome OP - Dream Wings.mp3 - Silent Hill4 OST - Room of Angel.mp3 - Blood+ ED - Kataritsugu Koto.mp3 - Blood+ OP - Aozora no Namida.mp3(FullVersion) u can still request and if i have them... i will upload and send you the link... ^_^ Please leave your email address when you request for the songs or the list of links for download!! -Orangeline-

World of Warcraft!!

2005-11-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

i've finally gotten WoW ... slow isn't it!! it's all the doings of evil Mr Exams!! (i made the selfish decision of a female that exams are MALES!!) im so freaking excited!! gotta go choose my class and race now... shall talk abt how the game's like when i start playing...which is in 45 mins time(after the dreadful bath that i have to do through before playing) teeheehee~~ *dances around* -Angeline-

Pissed ...very fucking pissed

2005-11-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

im in a foul mood... why? it's because of a stupid transcribing job that i went all the way) down to Tanjong Pagar(in the middle of my game of Fatal Fame III) to collect and in the end, the fucking dvds didn't work... Technical error you might call it. Foolish people, i will say. who are the fools? Eric Ho, the people from the production company that gave me the transcribing job and yours truely over here. Eric Ho for being too eager to earn every ounce of cents he can find.(not that it's his fault totally, by needing the money) but being too eager and not asking for proper details like DATELINE is fucking stupid!! i have a fucked up Forensic Science paper tomorrow... and i had to hand in one and a half hours worth of audio data by then, if not for the lousy DVDs that so-and-so company produced THEMSELVES(god bless them!). 10 mins of audio data will take about double the time to transcribe for me! screw me... im slow...so? u got any problems with that? i know that you've finished your last paper, but i haven't...so fuck you. im being a bitch over here... coz he did not force me to take on the job. But what fuck... he didn't tell me the date line also. Poor Simin is rushing to finish half and hour worth of audio data (god knows how much time will she waste instead of studying for tomorrow's paper) just for $12 bucks...so that she can send it to the not-so-kind person at the production company! we spent more than that to get there(even not by taxi) and on food... after getting so stressed by the dateline given(not very kindly by the lady at the production company), i was so hungry(stress-induced hunger) that i dragged both Simin and Eric to Anchor Point for ultra delectable desert. and yup, the meal for the three of us(although they sell cheap stuff over at that desert cafe) COST FUCKING MORE THAT 12 bucks... and that comes to the point of the THRID FOOL!! which is me... why the hell did i agree to the fucking job... just because i need money to get my xBox360, N70 and a new mp3 player(i.e. iPod nano) ... i shouldn't be taking jobs with unknown details!! i should have asked properly first... this shows how fucking un-STREETSMART i am!! Also, this job will never get me all of those!! ARGH!! (im stupid, im stupid, im stupid....) it must be the excitment from getting my hands on FATAL FRAME III : The Tormented that got me over my head. FUCK!!! I fucking hate myself for that... if not for the fact that im at some basement..(im in the student computer room in NTU..i'll hurl myself out of the window!! come to think of it... stressing myself out for just (LESS than) 50 bucks is fucking not worth it... as for the other fools(i.e. people from the production company) i got nothing to say about them. I don't know them personally and i don't want to know why they burn a few megabytes of data on a fucking DVD... and in the end, the DVD didn't work... Eric has to go down to the office AGAIN today to collect a new set of DVDs to work on n they still want the transcripts in a few day! (Burning stuff ONLY on dvds might be production company's way of doing things, or simply, they might not know the existence of CDs which are much more reliable; enehick might want to enlighten me on that... but he might hate me for cursing both his buddy and his life-time dream line, at the same time... with all the f-words... -Angeline-

"I'd give away my soul to hold you once again..."

2005-11-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

"And never let those moments end " i love this song... Broken Vow...i think originally sung by Lara Fabian... not Lara Croft you sick bastard...Lara Fabian... i love the lyrics... the tune... EVERYTHING about this song... and when i heard the same song sang by Josh Groban... i was once again touched by the very song that made me cried my heart out i-dunno-how-many-year-ago! as i go through his album "Closer" ... i came across another song...that really touched my heart!! it's a...i think spanish song (im sorry that my spanish sucked so much that i cant even recognize a spanish song when i see one) Caruso - is the title and here's the lyrics... it's so poetic ... so poetic that im wondering if it's a poem itself~ *meltz in the song and Josh Groban's voice* Caruso Qui dove il mare luccica, e tira forte il vento sulla vecchia terrazza davanti al golfo di Surriento un uomo abbraccia una ragazza dopo che aveva pianto poi si schiarisce la voce, e ricomincia il canto Te vojo bene assai ma tanto tanto bene sai e una catena ormai che scioglie il sangue dint'e vene sai... Vide le luci in mezzo al mare, penso alle notti la in America ma erano solo le lampare e la bianca scia di un'elica senti il dolore nella musica, e si alzo dal p ianoforte ma quando vide uscire la luna da una nuvola, gli sembro piu dolce anche la morte guardo negli occhi la ragazza, quegli occhi verdi come il mare poi all'improvviso usci una lacrima e lui credette di affogare Te vojo bene assai ma tanto tanto bene sai e una catena ormai che scioglie il sangue dint'e vene sai... Potenza della lirica, dove ogni dramma e un falso che con un po' di trucco e con la mimica puoi diventare un altro ma due occhi che tie guardano, cosi vicini e veri ti fan scordare le parole, confondono i pensieri cosi diventa tutto piccolo, anche le notti la in America ti volti e vedi la tua vita, dietro la scia di un'elica ma si, e la vita che finisce, e non ci penso poi tant anzi, si sentiva gia felice, e ricomincio il suo canto Te vojo bene assai ma tanto tanto bene sai e una catena ormai che sciolglie il sangue dint'e vene sai... In English Here, where the sea shines and the wind howls, on the old terrace beside the gulf of Sorrento, a man embraces a girl after the tears, then clears his throat and contines the song: I love you very much very, very much, you know; it is a chain by now that heats the blood inside the veins, you know... He saw the lights out on the sea, thought of the nights there in America, but they were only the fishermen's lamps and the white wash astern. He felt the pain in the music and stood up from the p iano, but when he saw the moon emergin from a cloud, death also seemed sweeter to him. He looked the girl in the eyes, those eyes as green as the sea. Then suddenly a tear fell and he believed he was drowning. I love you very much, very, very much, you know; it is a chain by now that heats the blood inside the veins, you know... The power of opera, where every drama is a hoax; with a little make-up and with mime you can become someone else. But two eyes that look at you, so close and real, make you forget the words, confuse your thoughts, so everything becomes small, also the nights there in America. You turn and see your life through the white wash astern. But, yes, it is life that ends and he did not think much about it, on the contrary, he already felt happy and continued his song: I love you very much, very, very much, you know; it is a chain by now that heats the blood inside the veins, you know... Taken from : www.Lyrics.com it's so nice!! i love the lyrics...i love the way he sings it...i love the way he autenthically pronounces every word... i love Josh Groban...just for tonight... don't know why.. -Angeline-

15 more hours to Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

2005-11-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

I'm a chao rotter... coz i haven't been studying for TWO WHOLE DAYS... the holiday mood is setting in ... how?? this is serious. damn. but luckily, im meeting Simin early ... before the Harry Potter movie to study 204 at Cafe Cartel at Marina Sq. Alittle ridiculous but that's how desperate we are at that module. Algorithm? Kill me... You can throw me the textbook, notes, tutorial(and tutorial solutions) but i still cannot understand anything about it. I guess i'm not a born analyst. Anyway, the iPod Mini is fantastic... great sound and stuff. But, im still not used to using an iPod. And now, im considering(seriously) to get an iPod Nano or something. it's so sleek!! But, I still love my ORANGE Zen Micro!! (hugs the invisible entity that used to be there) This is going to be a sleepless night for me. There are so many reasons: - i don't have my ORANGE Zen micro with me - im gonna watch Harry Potter in less than 20 hrs time - I just watched the last episode of LOST season one!! it's ultra super duper fantasticulous(or something like that) ... AWESOME!! - i have SIX seasons of the Simpsons to watch..and im still deciding if i should watch them instead of sleeping - there's a freaking huge cockroach(bigger than *cockroach-sama)looming around in my room, and i don't know where she is last spotted? on my BED!! freak!! *If you don't know who's cockroach-sama, you should check out the archives, hahaha... it's around 2004 when i was studying for my exams... though she died under the merciless spray of Bygon ... - some other reasons that i don't feel like saying -Angeline-

A day after 202 paper ....also, the start of the days without my Zen micro

2005-11-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

this is a long and tiring day... first, the paper killed half of me ... next, i brought my precious-cannot-live-without baby Zen micro ALL the FUCKING way down to Creative CARE centre(are there care bears over there? or are they trying to sound like Nokia CARE centre?) and wanna know what? The friendly girl at the service counter said, "Sorry, we don't do repair services here and so we would have to send your mp3 player for tests and checks. AFTER that then we can replace a new one for you when the stock arrives. And that will(fucking) be in TWO to THREE weeks time." i was...SHOCK!! not surprised kind of shock but END-of-WORLD kind of APPALLED kind of shock!!! TWO TO THREE WEEKS without my mp3 player would be HELL!! (though i can still use my palm top for that same purpose but it's not ORANGE in color...so it still feels different) so i asked her politely if i could collect my mp3 player earlier, any color will do(actually NOT!! i will ONLY WANT AN ORANGE COLOR ZEN MICRO, you could change a Zen MICRO PHOTO or something that costs more , i don't really mind!!) coz i can't live without it... it was really nice of her to tell me really nicely and patiently(im sorry to shock her with my freaked out attitude then!! Gomen~) that they will have to wait for the next shipment which they can't really confirm when, so even the "TWO TO THREE WEEKS" is an estimation!! luckily Simin was with me... otherwise, i would have fainted on the spot... from the shock of not-going-to-have-an-ORANGE-mp3-player-for-the-next-god-knows-how-long!! but, what exactly is their point now? they need to check the problem with my player? or are they waiting for the next shipment? after so much explanation and apologies from the girl, i still yoko wakan nai... (i.e. don't know what the fuck's going on...~) Simin bought this pair of super chio blue ear phones from Creative!! i wanted to get the Orange one... but ...BOOHOOOHOO ... i don't even have my precious baby ORANGE Zen Micro with me now.. i shall get the ear phones when i collect my baby~ I was really tempted to get the web cam though~ they look cool~ but i always believed that Creative stuff sux(it's my own stand, im saying based on personal experience) they give you one year's warranty. and well, their products really last for one year... nothing more but sometimes, less than one year... for e.g. my Zen Micro...HUNG THREE FREAKING TIMES in a year!! anyway, after that, we headed for my mom's house in a taxi(i was too lazy to go there by bus or whatsoever)... n when we were there, Simin performed her superb piano playing skills... i was in awe!! she can play so well!!! *clap clap clap* n the only song i could play is Long Long Ago ... haha... we went to read YongFook.com in which i soon fell asleep from the accumulation of the late nights... after that, i sent her to the bus stop and her parents came to picked her up.. Mommy's house is really ulu ulu pandan!! gotta walk for so freaking long to get to a bus stop... argh!! cant blame me for taking cab all the time eh...~ oh ... oh... after knowing that Creative TOOK my mp3 player away from me , Mommy volunteered to lend me her iPod Mini ... how nice right... *muackz* thankx mom!! so hahaha, i'll be using a PINK iPod mini for the time being... it's not that bad after all... but i'll still miss you...my baby ORANGE Zen Micro~ Err... when i was walking back to my mom's house with my sis Tiffany ... after sending Simin out, i took some pics... of kitties A really pretty cat posing for me..(i think) i love cats... so unfriendly, unlike the ones near my house~ pretty kitty is asking "dao"-cat(dialect word for snobbish and acting cool..or something like that) "why aren't you posing for the nice and cute girl over there?" hahahaha well...as we continue on the topic on animals .... i took really cute pictures of Caramel and Mocha... they are my sister's rabbits(in case you don't know what the hell i'm ranting about) This is Mocha...the little girl... smaller in size...black rings around her eyes!! alittle pyschopathic.. probably suffering from menstrual cramps or something... ahhh!! i know...it's the PMS ... hahaha a rather tame and gentle little girl if you're not on her back err not i mean bad side... This is Caramel...the one with brown rings around his eyes...the big bad boy, always finding chance to hump the poor little girl(that might explain why Mocha is so small in size... over exertion or something) the big EATER!! snatches Mocha's food!! i always scold him for that... naughty Caramel... he STRUGGLES a lot when you try to hold him... as i said, a big bad boy!! haahaa i love them!! they are soo harmonious? Caged~ so sad right...but they love their cage... n it's their dock ... their hiding place... whenever space-alien-Tiffany-Chan comes back from school... n heads straight for them...they just simply hide in the corner..n well *smilez* she cant reach them. Two evil sisters...who finds any chance to hug to rabbits and err... torture them... u think so? bah ... ignoront fools... we love them as much as we love each other... mind you... my sister cant stop hugging me when she sees me... hahaha we hug each other as we walk on the streets!! Sisterly-love!! she kisses me too!! ahhh...sisterly-love~ but!! one picture is enough to spoil everything... while we were walking home... i asked her... is this picture nice? and she went, "who is that?" very innocently. I was like... "huh... that's me la!!" err... (getting pissed) then she went,"no lo, don't look like you." (explodes) hahaha talk about sisterly love~ i took that picture when i was studying for my 202 paper...in the middle of the night!! n i was so tired that i couldnt even smile properly!! i feel deprived of happiness!! -Angeline- loves her sister!!

this is what I call - Sick of Life

2005-11-15T03:11:00.000+08:00

it's like, so suddenly and abruptly, my whole is entirely on "Computer Organization" i have to know everything about it. and all i'm doing now is copying solutions(without understanding) of past year papers... damn ... what the fuck am i doing? this is hell... plus, i'm so tired. Sleep is what i need most. Not some crappy solution that some crappy idiot came out. He/she actually had the guts to put "(not sure of this answer)" in the solution. to be crude, "NEVER DIE BEFORE IS IT!!! FUCKER!!" i guess he/she is never the kind to panic before exams, never the kind to be going through solutions of past year papers. that's why. how can you trample on the feelings of one who entrusts all her hopes on the solutions that she walked all the way to the stupid library in school to buy.(i actually went all the way to school just to buy past year papers.) damn the idiot who prepared the solution. But still, thankx for actually preparing solutions for us. Although ur solutions sux, i still appreciate the effort sucker~ some pictures ... this is a kitty somewhere near my house... he/she is really cute... often laze around ... i caught him/her lying on his/her back the day before yesterday by the dump, and wanted to take a shot but well, he/she caught me creeping up on him/her!! so this was the best i did! what saves me from insanity~ my precious lifesavers!! never could do without them!! this is the rack that is on top of my bed... i have a super duper high bunkbed!! so well, i need something up there to hold my stuff, especially my reading materials!! -Angeline-

Mp3 player died~

2005-11-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

something that i cant live without has just betrayed my trust and died!! it hung at the start up screen where it goes "prrringgg..." and shows the "CREATIVE" logo ... it supposes to go to my "Now Playing" screen but err... well, for now, it doesn't... ahhhhhhhhh ... i'm gonna have to live without an mp3 player, my Creative Zen Micro(orange in color) for more than 24 hrs... and that is, if my warranty hasn't expired or something . This is bad. Real bad. What if... what if the god damned warranty expired? and i have to get a new mp3 player? (actually that sounds absolutely fine~ hiakz hiakz hiakz! i would have a legitimate reason to get my iPod Nano or the N70 to replace my Zen Micro!!) But still, i would be Mp3-player-less for god-knows how long... Nobody, i repeat...NOBODY can imagine Angeline without an mp3 player... i go everywhere with one... even when i go to the toilet to poop... i bring my loyal little orange guy along . (Now, i cant sell my Zen micro even if i've gotten it fixed. Damn~) When my mom called me just now, i was hinting that my mp3 player spoilt and died on me. So she went, "Why do you listen to your mp3 player when you're studying?" i was like, "DUHZ? i need music when im studying... i cant live without it!!" (i wasn't that rude... I'm a mommy's girl with a red hood - akazukin Angel to be exact!) too bad, mommy didn't get the hint, otherwise... i would be getting an iPod Nano for Xmas (like how i got the Zen micro from last Xmas) Sometimes, i just wish mommy and daddy read my blog. -Angeline-

More blogThings

2005-11-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$996,409

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

this is CRAP!!! over my dead body to be a poet... oh ... but this is talking abt my past life eh.. haha so im theoretically dead...

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gentle Poet. Where You Lived: Tibet. How You Died: Consumption.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Umeko Kimura

What's your Japanese Name?

quite true except for the CHARITY work part...im not so free...unless it's for SPCA

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

this is soooo true.... man im getting addicted to this~

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

wow...~

Your Kissing Purity Score: 37% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

all about kissing...hehehehe~

You're a Freaky Kisser

When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

im smart~~

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

this is freaky ... it's so true that it sends shivers down my spine... hahaha cliche~

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

-Angeline- asks you to try... they are quite fun ... esp when you are stress n all~

and now i feel really old .... n out of place again...

2005-11-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

here's a better one... heeheehee

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

haha ... this is a funny one... maybe i should seriously consider

You Should Learn Portuguese

Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it. And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.

What Language Should You Learn?

true true true ... *nodz* x 10

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

hahahahaha i shall go by this name when i go Hawaii in the future!!

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Nalani Iolana

What's your Hawaiian Name?

i feel intelligent for once...

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

that's all for now.. hahaha gotta head out for my jap paper ... wish me luck !! -Angeline-

the Room that confines Me... has driven me towards Insanity

2005-11-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

i've finally seen a little hope and light at the end of the tunnel that i'm crawling in ... there are however, uncertainties, insecurities and a lot of other problems that I face now and can forsee that I'll face ... but nonetheless, this is something worth celebrating for... talking about being confined , i feel really restricted... out of place... i hate: - people who snatch taxis (especially those who go IN FRONT of you to flag the taxi when you had already been there for the past 20 mintues) - people who rushes into the MRT when the passengers from inside have not even made their way out... (how can they, if everyone only cares about themselves...) - KIDS(and their family who didn't teach them well) who throw stones at cats (or any other animals; yes... even strays... they don't owe you a living... throwing stones at them != to playing with them... wanna try play with me then? i'll go pick up the pack of rocks that i bought..hold on cutie~...) i dislike: - parents who hit their kids in public - parents who leash their kids to them in public - parents who allow their kids to RUN all around the bus/train/shopping centre/bus interchange etc. ... (from here, i'm talking about the relationship among friends/acquaintance; people whom i know) - people who are so fucking full of themselves that they cant see the good points of other people... they only see the bad points... - people who choose only to see the bad points of other people - people who think that they are of a different "caste" from other people i dislike a lot of stuff, so ... if im going to go on, this list will never end ... When i say i dislike something, i don't mean that im the saint over here... i just don't like it when people are like that... i don't always see good points in EVERYONE ... but at least... i don't try to pick out the bad points of people to dislike them ... There are people who read blogs just to find faults. Faults like: - your english is not good - you don't even have a point in what you say, so why blog? - your way of writing sucks, you have "lol"(s) in your posts - you listen chinese music? - you are too "cheena" (for being able to speak mandarin well, and type chinese in some of their blogs.) - you are too vulgar they are just examples ...but such fucking-arsehole-fied creatures do exist... not everyone can write and express themselves as well as the famous bloggers out there(that's why they are famous) and I'm sorry that my English sucks so much that I have to make you(the reader reading now) suffer hell-like tortures when reading my posts. I'm not an English teacher, neither am I a very "high class" speak-only-english kind of person. I speak both mandarin and english, sometimes a little japanese to people who can understand them (bah ...only simin and Eric can understand jap) and I am fucking proud of myself that i am billingual...SO? fucking look down on me because I speak mandarin right? i shall type a post entirely in Mandarin one day when i'm idling... (for the sake of ... nothing) and burn the eyes of those who think that English is the only language in the world. After that i shall use an online translator and translate the entire chinese post to japanese, and post it. For no reason, really. and when you load my blog, you will see ??? ??? ??? all around, because you did not enable the browser/ur PC to read foreign words. [hahaha...] just like when you come across the chinese newspaper or any articles in chinese... i bet you self-hypnotize yourself to see "???" (question marks) instead of the original headlines that is in fucking-elementary-primary-school kind of chinese. then, you can go ... "oh crap!! what the fuck is this cheena word? i don't know!!" when the word is actually in your chinese name... I do not self-proclaim that my chinese is FANTASTIC, in fact, for now, it sucks. After losing touch for so many freaking years(the only chinese stuff that i read now is my mangas), i can't remember how to write and read many words. I had a tough time trying to write an essay in chinese for my Translation paper, it was only then that i realize that my chinese had indeed deterioriate by a great pile of shit. I'm not "INTO" the culture too. I don't really agree with the chinese way of thinking. Especially in the definition of fillial piety, moral values, relationships , .... (yada yada....crap crap crap) a lot of stuff i don't like ... but still ... ... ... I'm "cheena". I like animes and mangas, I type "lol" every three words. I dress casually, so casual that most of you will think it's bad sense of dressing. I don't put on make up. I don't read much. I didn't even bother myself with reading the newspapers (but i will start to read them everyday, for the sake of my future job). SO? i'm of a lower class? my IQ and EQ is lower because I'm like that? or because I'm nothing like you? Fuck it... sorry, bad mood... despite having something to look forward to in my future, some afterthought of something just hds to spoil my mood.. argh~ anyway, i love this song... it's from the OST of Silent Hill 4 : The Room got me started in the "afterthought" that pissed me off... haha ... it all started with this statement "The room that confines me" Silent Hill 4: The Room OST Tender Sugar I run I fall what ripped away check my body now was it body or soul the darkness fades fades to the light disappearing now disappears from the night And all these nightmares I once had as a child the morning always came it came too late what did my mind forget forget to hide could be the nightmare be still awake I don't know In or out up or down never know its an illusion round and round on and on every day spins my confusion Not again, not again, not again from this dream I can't awake what is real, what is real, what is real it's getting hard for me to take what I need, what I need, what I need a little something I rely and the white sugar gently hides me Oh the sweet sugar saves me it's the room that confines me confines me sweet sugar Yesterday back and forth broken door no longer opens breaking down need it now mother's sugar always loves me Not again, not again, not again from this dream I can't awake what is real, what is real, what is real it's getting hard for me to take what I need, what I need, what I need a little something I rely and the white sugar gently hides me Oh the sweet sugar saves me it's the room that confines me Contributed by Tsubomi Koneko http://unyaa.tsubomikoneko.com Lyrics taken from Animelyrics.com -Angeline-

Cage

2005-11-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

I bought this really cute puzzle thingy from err... this japanese bookshop at Bugis yesterday!! it's really nice and cool-looking... i thought i was going to take err...days or months to solve it (though it's only a level THREE puzzle; the highest most difficult level being Level SIX) but SURPRISE SURPRISE!! i took only err... ten to fifteen minutes ... hehehe im so proud of myself... coz i used to be really bad at such puzzles... now im going back to the bookshop to get more of these... probably a level FIVE or SIX puzzle that i tot looked cooler but didn't dare to buy coz i tot i couldn't solve it!! i should let mommy try this during the weekends... auntie mary should like this too!! took these photos during jap class yesterday... since it was during lesson time...i couldn't use my samsung HP coz it makes a sound when i take a picture...so i had to use Cire's camera... and ARGH!!! CIRE HO...your HP camera sux... let's go buy the N70!! damn it... i want the N70 so badly!! -Angeline- had forgotten to mention that the title of this particular puzzle is called "Cage" ... how cool is it!!

Wow... Mai Hime last episode!!

2005-11-09T00:55:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge...it will open in a new window this is NOT from Mai Otome k?? (if you don't understand what the hell im talking about, you can stop reading this post already) i was re-watching the last episode of Mai Hime and i suddenly realized Antsy aka Arike Yumemiya in the last scene of Mai Hime just when Natsuki walks aways from the screen!! WOW!! haha... i got a shock and rewatched that scene a few times to confirm that it's her without realizing that i can pause!! lolz cool yea? the producers actually dropped some hints on Mai Otome... hehe -Angeline-

Ideal guy~

2005-11-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

weird post entry...but well, the other day, my friend asked me a question, "What's your ideal guy like?" and so i went thinkng about it... after frying my brains, i came up with a list: - knows what he wants in life (not necessarily common stuff like "I want to be the richest man in the world"-kind-of-thing) - knows what he wants and is working towards it - decisive - makes reasonable decisions - makes THE decisions (I fucking hate guys who go "anything lo"; though i go "anything lo" most of the time... but hey, im listing out the characteristics of my ideal guy...) - smiles only at me - serious most of the time - loves animals - knows when and what to let go, when and what to hold on tightly.... not die die hold on to things that he shouldnt grab onto... i find such idiots pathetic... - tells me me bad points and wants me to change (reasonably) - knows when to be mean and when to be gentle (to me) - un-wimpy-ish - who is willing to share words of love without shame - do acts of love without shame - someone with egoism ... but not MCP - in control of his life - willing to give me sufficient personal space (we don't have to share the same interests) - someone elder-brotherly or fatherly to take control of my lost-control-life (don't take this the wrong way, im just sick of taking care of people...tat's all...just for tonight...let me crap my way out) - someone who knows how to cheer me up(or at least, make me feel better)when i'm down; not make me feel worse i guess that's about all... haha crappy shit... such a guy will never exit..if you know such a person, do introduce to me *fufufufu* otherwise,it's just a dream of mine, my dream guy...so let me dream a little before i go to sleep... hehehe~ -Angeline-

yooooohoooo....I've gotten my tickets to watch Harry Potter on the 16th of Nov!!!

2005-11-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

yay!! im super happy!! hahaha i've gotten my tix to watch Harry Potter with a bunch of friends on the 16th... lolz... im going with Eric, enehick and Simin...how cool is that? err..actually i don't find it very cool but since im using a Mac i wanna type more... i loveeee the keyboard though i keep having typos... im currently at my mom's place(looking after the house for her; she's in Shanghai suffering the winter!! hiakz hiakz hiakz, oh ...plus... she bought LOST and Simpsons DVD for me!!) however, im heading back home tonight after dinner! duhz... i've been here since friday night... hehehe so i've been "internet-less" for like...err.. THREE days?? i didn't know how did i survived through that... hahaha Yesterday night, i watched this super lame Spoof of "Dawn of the Dead" and its called "Shaun of the Dead"... it's freaking lame!! though it's not that bad for a boring saturday night!! haha... and the zombies are...err.. NOT scary? lolz... i even chose to watch it over Stephen King's "Kingdom Hospital" that was showing on AXN (man i love cable) Kingdom Hospital was freaky especially when im in a freaking big room!! haha anyway... that's enough crapping... i gotta go back to my studying...(i've got not life) see you guys back on MSN when im home...the MSN on Mac sux big time!! -Angeline-

Yay.. can put japanese !!

2005-11-04T11:40:00.000+08:00

i've changed the title back to japanese!! haha so happy~ im feeling hyper from the lack of sleep... i think i seriously need to go n zzz ciaoz -Angeline- needs a prince to kiss her and wake her up from eternal sleep~ アタシはキスが欲しい...

This template does not show japanese words...damn~ + Trinity Blood Episode 24[end]

2005-11-04T10:42:00.000+08:00

ahhh how unfortunate..i cant type japanese so as long im using this template...boohoohoo (or maybe it's "how fortunate" for some of you; since my jap sux...so you are spared from my lousy, broken and piecemeal japanese) haha but that just means that im not going to type jap for a while... i've changed to title of the template to "I wish for real wings..." heheh... anyway... a few screenshotz from trinity blood's final episode before i go back to sleep... WARNING -- SPOILERS ahead~ Click on thumbnails for full view!! this is Young Abel... how cute though he looks abit scary in the last pic...but still ... *meltz* another cuties pie... Seth chan!!! haha sooo cute!! so mini!!! Who's this?!?! hmm... hahaha...im not going to say... (if you've watched and you know.. then that's so duhz) n this?? mwah hahahaha... i don't like him though... Final Showdown(?) kk..shall not spoil it for you~ watch the whole series yourself, it's only 24 episodes~ -Angeline-

New Template!!

2005-11-04T05:05:00.000+08:00

haha this template look really weird right? (i nearly spelt weird wrongly again... i always thought weird is "wierd" instead...how weird...hehehe) anyway... i just like the picture on the left... it's err... so me~~ hahaha anyway the title of this template...(i named it myself)... it's in japanese... 本物の翼が欲しい... it means "I want real wings" suits the picture eh... suits my mood and feelings too... i want wings so that i can fly... fly to wherever i wanna go... not forgetting that i get to travel for free!!hahaha i really love this template(for the picture)... but i will change back to the previous one after i get sick of this one... coz err... this one is a little... haha i dunno how to say...not suitable?? to digress alittle... i've finally finished downloading episode 25v2 of Erementar gerad... goodness sake... i took SOSOSOSOSO long!! n i cant watch episode 26(the final one) becoz i forgotten to download 25...and went on to download 26... examination stress is getting into me...mwah hahahaha see im going crazy~ and uh... my ultimate love now...Trinity Blood has ENDED!! at episode 24... though im really glad that no one's dead... Te author passed away before finishing the story...that's why the story seems incomplete... may he rest in peace... thankx for writing such a FANTASTIC story(though you din finish it... but still..) THANKS!! haix... now ... the only other few series that im on are : +Mai Otome(seems promising), Naruto(damn the filler episodes till next yr) +Bleach(getting better and better...I love Kubo Tite for that!!) +Blood+(seems to be getting out of point but still i shall watch on just in case...) +Kyou Kara Maou(though it's alittle lame, but it's still one of the best anime i've ever watched...) +Shuffle!(i love the girls!!) +Yakitate Japan(as crappy and pun-ish as ever...LOVE IT!!) +Zettai Shounen(eh... hahahaha..dunno wat to say...one of the cheem-est show i've ever watched...trying to understand while trying not to fall asleep; cheem == confusing(?)) +Aquarion(i kind of like the story though err...nothing seems to make sense... the OST is superb though) +Tsubasa Chronicles(i collect the anime , but only watch it once in a while since it's a little different from the manga) yup that's abt all...any new series to recommand" since so many series just ended... hehe... it's getting a little early/late? im going to sleep now.. good morning/night!! -Angeline- says お休み～

12 more hours to my first paper!!

2005-11-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

suxx... hahaha i gave up studying for my programming paper... n im going to sleep right after im done with this post... this is like the earliest sleeping time...since i dunno when hahaha wat irony... anyway, im like prepared for 2.5 questions(out of 4) for the exams...and each question is 25 marks... coz my first half of the semester kena some fucked up lecturer(who self proclaims his english name to be "Toyota"; n i was really disgusted...) his notes SUCKS!!! and i was so sian that i don't want to go over the few topics that he taught... let's hope that i can pass this subject... u wanna know what kind of things i study...hmm nothing much....just stuff like Semaphores(sounds biological isn't it??), process Interaction, toe-ssing(that's how my lecturer pronounce the word toss coins and see if it's a fair choice kind of shit...(ok im crapping), MUTEX(sounds rubberish ya?hahaha; it's actually MUtual EXclusion...), GUI (we learn how to make elevators ................ on computers - duhz), modeling (not on stage but on computer systems... n softwares... hahaha) shit im damn lame...i shall stop anyway... i always talk abt the yucky coffee that i make... haha i finally took a picture of it...(yeah...enehick...this is also a horribly taken picture...happy?) doesn't it look err... scary... it's damn thick today... i almost died drinking it... n i got kind of hyper after that... hahaha went messaging almost everyone on MSN... haix... my right hand hurts like hell now... coz i think i wrote too much... i cant even type properly... DAMN!! argh... im going to TRY to slp nitez people~ -Angeline- is still high from coffee... how the hell is she going to fall asleep like THAT??

Silent Hill 4 OST!!

2005-10-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

it's superb!! haha well... there's this particular song that i love!! i keep listening to it over and over again... if i manage to upload it, u should be hearing it now ... on my blog.. it's a very sad song... and here's the lyrics.. Room of Angel You lie silent there before me your tears they mean nothing to me the wind howling at the window the love you never gave I give to you Really don't deserve it but now there's nothing you can do so sleep in your only memory of me my dearest mother Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye it was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye goodbye goodbye So insignificant sleeping dormant deep inside of me are you hiding away lost under the sewers maybe flying high in the clouds perhaps you're happy without me so many seeds have been sown in the field and who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died I would have never felt sad at all you will not hear me say I'm sorry where is the light wonder if it's weeping somewhere Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye it was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye it was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye it was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye it was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye good-bye Contributed by Tsubomi Koneko http://unyaa.tsubomikoneko.com Taken of AnimeLyrics.com this is a nice song... but the first time i heard it...err... i think it was in the game... but i don't remember that... the actual first time that i remembered was when i was surfing around deviantArt.com and going through the Flash programs that people made, there was this guy who made one on Silent Hill 4: The Room. This is a very creepy game ... i havent complete it YET but i will...someday... i always need someone there whenever im playing the game... anyway if u wanna go look at the flash that guy made...(which was quite good, and he used this song, Room of Angel...) just go deviantArt.com and search for silent hill under flash stuff... u should be able to find it~!! -Angeline-

Late Night Studying in McDonalds - Kallang Edition

2005-10-31T04:13:00.000+08:00

boohoohoo, it's err... 04:14 in the morning... and when most of you(not the NTU students) are sleeping...having SWEET dreams... im studying!! what a fucked up life i have... haha but im lucky to have here with me... a muggin' kaki.. meet my muggin' Kaki ..... it's a candid shot... haha..~ we were here since ... er... 21:00? and that's like SEVEN freaking hours of non-stop(yeah im serious!!) studying... i feel like a nerd... no..wait... I AM a NERD!!! *duhz* it's so late(err..u can call it early also) now that there are very little people here in Mcdonalds... in case you don't know which one... im at the one near Kallang Stadium... lolz... im kind of feeling lethargic now... so gotta relax awhile before i continue my revision... im studying 203 today since my paper is in three days time... 02 Nov 2005... the official starting date of my exams... so screwed... haixx.. that hand is my Kaki trying to "siam"(siam == avoid, in this case) my hp camera... why don't he let me take a proper picture of him ? like that i won't have to take candid pics which would...err..look worse? hahaha im abit gila(gila == siao siao == crazy) right now.. i think it's the lack of sleep... err..ちょっと...(ちょっと== wait) ... i slept like 4 hrs of "nap"(i dun think u can call 4 hrs NAP...but still..) this afternoon... haha that means.. it's an overdose of SLEEP!! eh... i find myself getting lame ... i think i better stop anyway ... the songs that class95 play at night is err... nvm!! -Angeline-

Fish and Co. + Swensens == PUKE!!

2005-10-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

I'm super stuffed up to the brim... i believe Eric and enehick are both puking at home now...(joking) we bloody ate too much... let me see... Seafood platter for two + black pepper stingray(wasn't that nice, too salty) and err... Swensen's Giant EARTHQUAKE!!! let me see if i can remember the flavors that we ordered...hmm *thinking* Chocolate, chocolate freckles, chocolate chip, sticky chewy chocolate, cookies n cream, strawberry(Eric ho wants it, he loves Strawberry esp Ichigo100% with all the upskirts and stuff... hahahaha... out of point!!), thin mint(i took a tiny mouth and didn't touch it after that, enehick had to finish that huge scoop of MINT), Frosted Chocolate Malt(YUCK!! i almost died eating it) haha ... we finished everything... i mean...EVERYTHING... basically, with eric ard, Swensens and Fish and Co. can don't wash the dishes that we used!! and well, i took a picture a enehick... i shall threaten to publish his picture again!! haha i did that in the past, i think...quite some time ago!! i should have taken some pictures of wat we had for dinner.... the Seafood platter for TWO was goooooood.... but well... my Samsung couldn't do much... a Nokia N70 could do the job... I want that phone!! so im saving up for it... or at least, im TRYING to save up for it... simin and Eric want it too!! then all of us can do video conferencing... yay~ I want an iPod Nano too... oh yah... a Song PSP too~~ sighz i just want so many things... after exams...it's time to get a job -Angeline- is feeling greedy ... but she feel's like puking from eating too much... || is trying to find the song that was playing in Chicken Little's trailer!!

New Desktop again...

2005-10-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

hehe this time... i got something that made my desktop looked like Panther OS... took me(a comp idiot) to figure out how to change all the stuff... here are the pictureS!! the red iPod nano-like player is my iTunes... cool?? ^_^ The white iPod Nano skin is actually my Windows Media Player... Nice right?? i got all these from deviantArt.com!! Personally, i prefer the white iPod Nano to the red one... but recently i've been using more of iTunes ... i've used : StyleXP, DesktopX n some other stuff... cant really remember!! -Angeline-

My current desktop...

2005-10-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

it's so cool~ err.. in a way!! haha nice right?? you betta agree with me... i've only got thirty days for this... but im going to change soon... hmm still looking ard for nice themes..any nice ones to recommand... i would love some nice ones that look like tiger OS -Angeline-

New forum !!

2005-10-27T14:03:00.000+08:00

err.. i got this forum thingy... lousy one but well.. u can go take a look ...(no one there at the moment) say hi... and well.. post some requests or comments... participate in some discussions or even better...start one!! hehe u can talk crap there... but hey... no stupid things like scolding people... unless u scold people that i don't like... no offending stuff like nudity and porn, no racism, no err... the usual stuff la... just don't get me into trouble... other than those... i guess u can pretty much discuss anything...

i love maltesers; esp when they come in boxes!~! -Angeline-

Ichigo -- err not cheesecake but Kurosaki

2005-10-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i wonder... why i don't start liking n go obssessed over Ichigo ... hmm since he has ORANGE hair , n he's cool... n he's the hero n everything!! i go n like Byakuya instead!! haha... i've decided to like both anyway... that's after episode 54 of Bleach... alittle late u might say... but it's my choice!! hmm... eh...wait wait wait!! i also like my Aizen!! Aizen is also super cute!! haha i love bad guys !! okok a little out of point... i wanna go some screenshotz on episode 54... but err... i gotta go revise some jap before jap class later...coz i skipped the lesson on tuesday to study for my quizzes on wednesday ... so i gotta go read up now... haixx... another day maybe!! i wanna be Rukia... feel like getting her hairstyle... (i told mark that.. n he laughed... did he?? err...nvm...he wants Sousuke's(from FMP)hairstyle; i like that hairstyle... but i told him that he probably gotta spend a lot of money on gel!!) p/s: im uploading the song "Number One" that was playing in Episode 54 when Ichigo was trashing the vice-captains... u can direct download when it's ready anytime soon!! -Angeline-

CountDown to Exams --> 9 Days

2005-10-24T14:53:00.000+08:00

NOTE : this is quite a pointless post...don't read it unless you are that bored This is so sickening... i'm like so...NOT prepared... my algorithm is so gone!!! i don't know anything about it... and i have myself to blame for that...since i skipped ALL the lectures on algo... my progress: 201 - almost halfway through it... but i can see that im not going to do well if i don't work harder on this module...this is by far one of the worst module i've ever gotten... plus the sucky work that i've done for my traffic light project... i think i gotta work ALOT harder for my exams before i have to retake this module next semester!! 202 - almost done with the revision of the notes... but havent really started revising the past year papers... this module is just a wee bit better than 201 203 - FIRST PAPER!! (if i don't consider translation paper at all which is the TRUE first paper) ... but i havent really 'touched' anything on it... gotta go review all the video lectures... haixxx~ soooo gone~ 204 - discrete math part, i just gotta practise more... my algo part...!!! ahhh ... i feel like crying whenever i think of it!! HT101 - the translation paper... haixx... i think im just gonna study it during the weekends before the paper... CBC811 - Forensic Science Paper... i'm kind of lucky that it's the last paper... coz i've skipped almost ALL the lectures too~ im going to study it after all the core papers.... that's my progress so far... haha i see no way of scoring well for this semester... but still gotta work hard... if i get better results i might score a chance to go for my dreamed exchange program to Japan!! i'm suppose to go NTU to borrow some stuff from Simin, but she haven't reply my sms... boohoo...now i dunno if i should go to school or not... im feeling lethargic... oh... did i forget to mention that i have my jap exams in conjunction with my sch exams... haixx... ~~~ -_-|| JLPT too~ in dec!! suxx... i'm really very tired... some stuff happened and my mood recently isnt really the best ~ it's like inferior complexity suddenly struck me ya know... freaking complicated emotions and thoughts... n i can't post it out here since the people involved read my blog "sometimes" this makes me feel like getting another private blog somewhere... n not let anyone know... oh .... i realized by recording your own voice... voicing everything out, makes me feel so much better~ it's like there's someone who's willing to listen to me... except that the someone is myself... after what's has been happening... i realized im the one who is the outcast... who doesn't have real friends... (i had to resort to using voice memo to get a "listener" to my problems"; im thinking of getting a webcam with a mic... n maybe i can do podcast...though i think my voice is really wierd when i listen to myself...but ...but...what if i develop a split personality?? eh..come to think of it...it's rather cool if there's another Angeline) and, i'm always the one commenting that Eric and Henedick being anti-social...and social outcast... (i apologise to that... to the both of you... shall treat u guys to ice cream for that) if i seriously go over my life... i've been the one that's the outcast... n not having any real friends to turn to... always seeking shelter in my boyfriends... it's not that having-a-boyfriend that is narrowing my social circle... it's the fact that i don't want to accept other people n that's why i stick to my boyfriend. pretty screwed life isn't it... i think so too ya know... i'm always wondering how people can have very close friends who always hang out together... go out together when i can't ...i'm just always with my boyfriend or alone... i'm never in a group... it all comes down to me being a anti-social freak... oh...did i say freak? no matter how i console myself by saying, "you don't determine your life by the quantity of close friends you have but by the quality of the close friends you have." but the truth is, i don't even have a close friend. I want to runaway... I don't know how to face everyone...I don't know how to face my boyfriend, n my friends around me. I apologise for not putting enough effort in our friendship n relationship...i really don't know how to... but i really did try... I'm the kind that's so preoccupied with myself that i always neglect those around me... Change...did someone say change? the greatest change i can make in my life now is ... err... i also don't know... i thought of breaking up with my boyfriend... spend more time with my friends... it's a fatal point of mine that i can't juggle well between my friends and my bf... i'm still considering...but i would be making a mistake(yea, i know it'll be a mistake...since it'll be a choice that i would be makig after being forced to a corner) just like the one i made 6 years ago...and lost someone the guy i really liked at that time...(though the situation was different). this is a little out of point... but ... i used to have a group of close friends... they are still my friends though... i hung out with them very often in the past... but recently... because of school, bf and difference in interests... i dfited apart from them... when i was reading one of their blogs(the guy that i used to think was my closest friend), i was excluded out of the group when he was addressing people in his group of close friends.... (im an oversensitive piece of crap...pardon me please) our friendship dates back to when i was 13... n i was devastated... but it's my fault for not maintaining the friendship with them... i just feel so left out... my used-to-be best friend in the world... also felt so far...n unreachable... when i went for outings with them, i always felt this gap... she is no longer my best friend... n i know she feels the same way... i can't expect people to treat me the same way after not contactng each other for so long, and not hanging out often... but i really don't like clubbing...(they go clubbing often) the only time they might call me out ...? mahjong session... which,recently, i don't have the time for that since school is getting to me... my best friend from JC... i haven't been contacting her for so long that i feel so ashame to call her... when my other friend asked me about her, like how she's doing n stuff... i felt so ashame to say i don't know... what a fucked up friend i am...argh... Also,i had a very good friend from secondary sch too... but we go to different university... n well, her birthday present is still with me(her birthday is in May) that's how long we haven't been meeting... you know, sometimes when i surf through friendster... i see all my friends' photos with their best friends... everyone is so happy, everyone has their best friends to write testimonials for them... i don't even have friends to take photo with... i'm just a sucker at building and maintaining friendship...argh... now, i just don't belong anywhere.... maybe that's why i like going back to my mom... n my sister... im 21, but i still enjoy going out with mommy and sister... coz only when im with them...i feel that i belong somewhere... since young, i've never belonged anywhere... i don't even have a proper place to call "my own" you can never imagine how happy i am when my dad told me he had a room prepared for me in his new house in thailand... (it's the secondary master bedroom somemore, he added.) n people are thinking that im crazy that i wanna go to thailand during his house's opening ceremony (it's during the exams) you know, if a decent man promises to bring me away from singapore, and in return im to marry him, i would agree... i wouldn't mind if he's 30 or 40, i wouldn't even care if he's married before or what... (but it'll be a miracle for that to happen...) i wanna belong somewhere... i wanna go somewhere else to start all over again... last night, i had a dream i was back in RV's(my secondary sch) auditorium in one of the assemblies. with my old RV friends... but i still have the memory of the "me" now... n i was talking to one of my old RV friends...who is famous now...er...out of point... i was asking her... what if i don't go to a JC ... and go to a poly... i knew that i would change the future if i did that... but she told me that (i cant really remember this part but it's something like that), you have to make you own choice, n once you made it you must walk on n not regret.... (i don't remember her being so "cheem" and mature then...but well...it's a dream) it suddenly hit me that i had made my choice 5 years ago when i was in sec 4 to go to a JC(junior college) n not polytechnic... so i have to walk on... living with that... if u don't know... JC changed my life forever... in there... i met the best people n the worst people in my lives... the best people are from my first year there... thankx Siling, Aaron, and Mark... you guys are the nicest people i ever met in AC ... in JC, i also encountered the first failure i had in my life... i got retained after failing my first year... for a person who got rather good results all the way till sec4 ... that one failure hit me real bad... but i took it as it is.. n went on to my second class in AC and met the worst people i ever met in AC... they changed my life forever... kind of changed my perceptions in friendships, relationships and well...life... the two years in that class were hell... and the person that accompanied me through it was Lifeng... thankx lifeng , you are also one of the nicest person i met in AC ... i'm really glad tat you were there for me during the hellish two years in SC7 ... the mental torture that i had been through really changed me... n i wouldn't want to go through it again by telling you what was it like... but as it is always... i'm always not included in the person's group when i finally started thinking that i'm accepted by someone... in my second year in AC, my first year's class was graduating... n they had to make a class page in the school magazine... (im not blaming them la...) but they did not include me... haix... (told ya im a hyper sensitive freak) i was really sad for some time... n i really liked that class alot... after that, i realized i should be content just with being invited to class outings and them remembering me... now, i still (sometimes) hang out with Aaron, Siling and Mark (+ 2 other nice gals) but too bad Aaron and Siling went overseas... ahh.. im getting out of point... but there's no point in this post right? argh... oh yah... my university ... i met nice people too~ Simin and Adlina!! they are the nicest gals i met in NTU... thankx gals!! i guess i feel much better!! -Angeline- apologises for this pointless post and she's waiting for the "miracle" to happen...

My favourites!!

2005-10-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

P/s: some pics are new, some are old...lolz... basically i fixed the broken links n stuff... haix...took me some time .... -_-|| Top Favourites of everything --- Oct 2005: (they're not in order) --- Animes --- 1. Trinity Blood 2. Blood+ 3. Kyou Kara Maou 4. Full Metal Panic: TSR 5. Erementar Gerad --- Mangas --- 1. Naruto 2. Hanazakari no Kimitachi e 3. Hunter x Hunter 4. Haou Airen 5. Love Celeb 6. Bleach 7. MAR 8. Tsumi ni Nureta Futari 9. Love Monster 10. Tsuki no Shippo --- OST/Jap Songs --- : Top 10 : 1. Yesterday by Tatsuhira Suzuki(not an OST though) from the OP Single of Sukisyo 2. Aozora no Namida from Blood+ 3. Abel NightRoad from the OST of Trinity Blood (eh, it's actually just Abel talking...but i still love it!!) 4. Ichirin no Hana(一輪の花）from Bleach 5. Tsuki no Curse from Loveless 6. Honoo no Tobira from GS Destiny 7. Kouya no Heath from Sousei no Aquarion 8. D-Technolife from Bleach 9. Datenshi Blue from Kaikan Phrase 10.Tragedies ~Seimei~ from Loveless --- Male Anime Characters --- 1.Kira Yamato from Gundam Seed and Destiny 2.Itachi Uchiha from Naruto 3.Fuji Syuusuke from Prince of Tennis 4.Soubi from Loveless 5.Abel Nightroad from Trinity Blood eh!! err...this is when he transforms into a vampire...normally he looks very cute~ like this... 6.Konrad Weller from Kyou Kara Maou 7.Akitsuki Yamato from Suzuka 8.Rin-kun from Shuffle! He's just so cute~ err... i like characters like this rather than loser-fied characters like Junpei from Ichigo 100%!! 9.Yuuri Shibuya from Kyou Kara Maou He's just toooooo cute to resist... *hugs* --- Female Anime Characters --- 1.Kuchiki Rukia from Bleach 4.Tsukamoto Tenma from School Rumble 5.Kaname from Full Metal Panic:TSR 6.Sakura from Tsubasa Chronicle 7.Nyuu aka Lucy from Elfen Lied Another side of Lucky aka Nyuu 8.Ren from Erementar Gerad 9.Kaede from Shuffle! and i tot i would like Sia-kind of girls... haixx --- Male Manga Characters --- 1.Sano Izumi from Hanazakari no Kimitachi e 2.Yori from Boku wa imouto ni Koi wo suru 3.Kuchiki Byakuya from Bleach 4.Aizen Sousuke from Bleach (i know someone will wanna beat me up but i still like him ^_^ it's love at first sight...*sigh* why do i always fall in love with baddies?) 5.Hakuron/Akuma/Gin/All Mayu Shinjo's Male Characters...lolz~ dun fall off ur chair!! This is Gin from Love Celeb...~ how cute...*kyaaa* This is Akuma aka Kai from Akuma na Eros... ~ they kind of have the same kind of face...lolz...same mangaka...so cant blame!! This is Hakuron from Haou Airen... *love* x 99999~ (sorry...i edited this pic quite a long time ago...so the skills kind of suc a little..lolz) 8.Yoshiki from Tsumi ni Nureta Futari **Aizen's n Byakuya's pix taken from Bleach7.com coz i just reformatted my com ... so i dun have bleach mangas in my hdd already...*** --- Female Manga Characters --- None!! haha , about the same as my Female Anime Characters...~ --- Favourite Seiyuus --- 1.Junko Minagawa (Ritsuka from Loveless, Ryoma from POT,Mel J Vannette in Jinki:Extend, Joshua is Chrno Crusade; she voiced Yoshitaka in He is my Master and Thoma from Fantastic Children!! ^_^ so cute!! ---- One BIG Discovery..[for me] I actually just realized that she voiced Haku's mom in Naruto?!?! n yeah...Haku's mom did appear...for split seconds i think... Junko Minagawa did Ion in Trinity Blood too!!!) 2.Katsuyuki Konishi (Soubi in Loveless *meltz* i will marry him for his voice....when he says "Angeline, sukidayo"; OMFG!! he's TOOYA in Ceres... argh!!! i used to super LOVE Tooya... hehehe... he is one sexy thing also~; Takahisa in POT...cant remember who that is... hmmz, im sorry; Hiroyuki Ashiwara in Hikaro no Go...cant remember...too long ago...;Satoru Shirai in Full Metal Panic... lolz~ dunno who tat is) 3.Tomokazu Seki (Touya from Cardcaptor Sakura, Shinbo from Chobits,Van from Escaflowne,Rentarou from Futakoi Alternative,Yzak from Gundam Seed & Destiny,Tate from Mai Hime, Kyo from Fruit Basket..lolz i love the kitty the most in Fruit Basket...plus he has Orange Hair!!, SAGARA SOUSUKE!!!!! from Full Metal Panic! *kyaaaaaa* ....okok i shall love him more!!!, Shuichi Shindou in Gravitation... cant imagine him in this kind of pink hair, cute x 2 role...lolz~, Ranmaru Mori in Mirage of Blaze... lolz...a Blondie role~; he sure has a VARIETY of characters to voice for...) 4.Ryotaro Okiayu (Tezuka from POT, Kuchiki Byakuya from Bleach,Shigure(Dog) from Fruits Basket, Kentaro from Love Hina,Andrew Waltfeld in Gundam Seed and Destiny -- another DISCOVERY[for me thoughz -_-||] he voiced kurei aka Cray in Flame of Recca... *kyaaaa* my all time lovez...; haha he voiced K in Gravitation;) 5.Hiroki Touchi (Abel Nightroad from Trinity Blood[his voice is soooo sexy... argh..i can listen to his clip over n over n over again!!], n but he's er...afro head in Yakitate Japan, Ken Matsushiro..haha ~] yup yup that's about all...^_^ i super luvz Junko Minagawa!! *smooch* her voice is SUPERB!!! that goes for her singing as well!! -Angeline-

Taking a break from discrete Math(math that doesn't require calculator!!)

2005-10-20T03:19:00.000+08:00

sounds good?? i mean the part when i said "math that doesn't require calculator"? seriously... i prefer math with calculator!! anyway ... im losing my concentration so i decided to take a break... hiakz hiakz hiakz n i took some boliaoz pictures with my lousy palm top... here they are... This is how messy i am when i study... n how my study table looks like!! (anyway this is a once in a blue moon occasion that i actually study in my roon ON my study table... i actually prefer studying in my kitchen, if u dunno that!!) kk...these are really bo liaoz pics... haha gotta click on those pics to see an enlarged version if u wanna see clearly!! anyway here's the description for each pic...(i tried my best to think of a description!!!) from the top left... to the right) 1 to 3. it's just a zoom in thingy on my studying table... all my notes, notebook, n pink color pencil box that i bought on a SPCA doantion fair. There's a super cute SPCA badge on it too!! 4. err..a display piece from precious moment? Cire gave it to me on one of my bdaes... cannot remember when...pardon my short term memory...my internal RAM got problem one... n also...there are the little Prince of Tennis figurines that Cire gave to me ... he got them from Comics Connection!! 5. Piles n Piles of notes n Txt Bks to study for the coming exams... ARGH!! GRRRrr... 6. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, my Jap Dictionary, and my prom pic... err... im bad at taking pictures... not as good as someone la... if he read this post... he will be sniggering somewhere in his home!! (I HOPE your bird pecks you right now if u are reading this n laughing at the photos that i took!!; JOKING!! hahaha ^_^) 7. My overflowing notice board... the pink JELLYFISH(yeah i know it doesn't look like a jelly fish) on the left was from Ocean Park in HongKong... i bought it coz it was soooooo cute... felt quite childish at first until my mom wanted to get the WHITE version of this... but too bad there was no stock for the larger one that she wanted... so she din't buy!! haha talk about being like a kid... oh..and the Quidam plastic bag... i went to watch Quidam with my family... it was SUPERB!! i bought the soundtrack... *kyaaaa* i love it!!! Pictures of the Quidam tickets(im not showing off!! IM NOT!! hahaha *FUFUFUFU* -orochimaru style again-) later in the last pic!! 8. A little of the notes tat im doing on my note book... did i mention b4? i LOVE MY NOTEBOOK!! haha... i bring it ard like nobody's business... but it's indeed nobody's business...mwah hahahaha 9. *chiang*x4 (imagine the rhythm urself)... Quidam tix... no money to go for the best seats...(they were all taken anyway) so we went for the second best seats... they were not that bad after all...lolz... shall blog more abt Quidam when im free... I shall go back to my books liaoz... im freezzzzzing~~ did i accidentally type too many zzzzs? haha told ya im freezzing.... -Angeline- is being hyper from the super thick black coffee that she drank just now!!

I just stopped studying ....

2005-10-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

n i looked at the clock!! DAMN!! it's 03:48!! my god...n im not feeling sleepy at all... must be the disgusting cup of coffee that i drank(i made it myself) when i was studying in the afternoon with Cire~ the stupid coffee was so freaking disgusting!! argh! anyway ... im freaking awake!! n my EXAMS INSTINCTS are telling me to continue studying... but my HUMAN instincts are telling me to GO N SLEEP!! haha what should i do? i lingered around for while... spaced out a while... n decided to go n TRY TO SLEEP... before that~ i've uploaded the TV RIPPED version of Aozora no Namida.wma... n it's ready for download - Blood+ OP - Aozora no Namida(Tv Ripped).wma if you're lucky, you should be hearing it now... playing live on my site!! it's SUPER DUPERLY nice n addictive!! haha anyway the single's gonna be out only in Nov...so i will not have any full version unless someone rips it from the Music Video when it's out... but i dun know when also!! okok i shall go n sleep~ i'll try before i turn into a zombie!! haha wouldn't want that to happen... nitez~ *muackz* ｎ -Angeline- complains 「大変です！！！」誰もいいよ、助けてください！！

Slacking off a little before i start my late night studying~

2005-10-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

it's studying time!! every semester, i will have to go through this torture...over n over again... argh this is not a post to whine... just wanna intro some new animes that i'm onto... - Blood+ *Raws available: 2 episode *Subs available: 1 episode Superb Anime though a little bloody and violent(not that harsh in my POV, but still...) i LOVE, SUPER LOVE!! the OP! Aozora no namida... or something like that i've ripped the TV-Version off the first episode, though it's a .wma file... anyone with Windows Media player should be able to listen to it!! shall upload it soon!! NB: i dun have it in my laptop; i.e. im using my laptop now...so i shall upload it for direct download when im using my desktop!! THE ED SUX though... not my kind of song... it's kind of like the old-jap kind of song when the singer will drag her voice... sounds opera-ish... *yuck* the story seems really cool...since im into vampires(or any blood sucking creature), this anime is one hell of an eye candy for me... with all the blood n stuff...argh~ i guess im going nutz... bloody nutz i think i should post some screenshotz when im back using my desktop... check the anime out on animenewsnetwork.com -Shuffle! *Subs available : 12 episodes This anime is made from a Hentai game... u male (visualistic creatures) should like it!! i love it too... coz the story is err... light hearted? at least up till episode 11 ... it WAS ... shall not spoil it for u guys... the girls are cute... not drop dead gorgeous...but cute~ my personal favourite is Kaede-chan n Sia-chan... n also Kareha Senpai(the one that goes wandering into her own little fantasy world when the other girls talk about Rin-kun; n goes "ara ra ra ra") .. she's soooo cute!! i like cute girls... the OP n ED are also nice... but i havent got my OSTmaniac hands on them.. shall go search n upload it for u guys to download. check the anime out on animenewsnetwork.com -Mai Otome *Raw available: 2 episodes *Subs available: 2 episodes This is the "sequel"(but not exactly) to Mai Hime... their story doesn't seem to link though!! in the first two episodes, you see familiar characters such as Mashiro(the "ex" headmaster of the gakuen), Shizuru(the violent lesbian + head of council), Shiho-chan(the split personality freak who used to be so in love with my beloved Tate) n etc... the main character seem to be a little girl who WANTS very desperately to become an Otome... her name is Arika..or something like that...haha cannot remember but she reminds me(seriously!!) of Mai from the first series!! though from looking at the cast at animenewsnetwork.com... i can see that Mai Tokiha's gonna appear as herself.. i dun think Arika has any link to Mai ... she's really cute.. her two plaits will stand, form heart shape, droop etc... all according to her emotions...(alittle like Tenma from School Rumble...) lolz there's also this guy right from the beginning that looks like Tate... but his name is not ... hmm very mysterious!! the story is slowly unfolding ... n every episode leaves me anticipating for the next one!! go check it out urself!! the ED is not very Mai-hime-ish.. it's alittle more childish while the OP is a little similar to Shining Days(OP of Mai Hime) Overall, the anime seems really cool!! if u like Mai Hime... you should (i say should i din say u confirm 100% plus CHOP k?) like Mai Otome... i shall go look out for the OP n ED !! (OSTmaniac blood boiling again!! *hiakz* *hiakz*) check the anime out on animenewsnetwork.com Yup yup, time to start studying... NB : i will be uploading the OP n ED from FMP: TSR n OP(tv_ripped; .wma) for Blood+, newest OP(tv_ripped; .wma) from Bleach by HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR(one of my fav band) -Angeline- is so so so so dead for Algorithm!! anyone.. HELP!!!

Exams in less than one month's time...PANIC ALERT!!

2005-10-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

this is another post for sighing!! SIGHING SESSION... so if you are feeling very depressed/on the verge of suicide or just looking around for happy stuff... DON't continue!! Sometimes i really wonder why are parents(esp Singaporean parents) so persistent about ---- "Oh my kid did poorly in Math, so he/she is going to be a failure in society in the future!!" WAT SCREWED UP LOGIC?? MATH IS NOT EVERYTHING!! STUDIES ARE NOT EVERYTHING!! I'm really quite pissed... you know what's the understatement in that mentality? They just want their kids to be "successful"(in their own definition) in the future so that they will be able to give the parents a good life... YAH CLING ON TO ur kids as life buoy... it's this kind of mentality that drives ur kids crazy and THAT IS WHY THEY DO NOT WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU when u are old...sueing them does not make any sense, does it? u give them life.. yeah i agree..(im thankful to my mom n dad for that) but it's THEIR OWN life afterall... planning everything for them, making sure they go to extra lessons/tuitions on time might be your way of making SURE of their future for them but is that what they really want? The incident that spurred me to write this blog entry was my sister's math test results. ok,it sux! n my mom got all paranoid over it.... FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! my sister is only PRIMARY ONE!!! n she is good in her English and Chinese... you know what my mom did? she put her on tuition for math EVERYDAY till her final year exams!?!?!? tuition EVERYDAY!?!? for a primary one girl?? i didnt have tuition till i was taking my A lvls.... My mom was complaining to me that my sister's math sux yesterday over the phone... so i was telling her, everyone's good in different stuff... at least Tiff(nickname for my sister) is good in her languages... in which is rather uncommon among the younger children nowadays.... then my mom went, "Good in language is good for nothing, if her math is poor, she will not achieve as much." I was like 0.0 then 0.o after that i calmly told my mom, "she can do arts in the future wat, since she like drawing, playing the piano and stuff." and my mom did the very repulsive kind of reaction. "Arts?!?" haixx n u can guess her reaction... she went on to say not that much of a future. i got pissed...can u imagine if i tell her i wanna go Japan n take a degree in Japanese Language and Literature , and stay there to teach after graduating? i cant imagine wat she'll say. but that's not the main point. The main pt is... Parents nowadays just cannot accept that their kids are not highflyers. Personally, i think life is alot more than just getting a degree and earning lots of money... AHHHHHHHHHHHH "THE WORLD IS SO ROTTEN!! DECOMPOSED!!! CRAPPY!!!!!!" ok i feel better now!! -Angeline-

My silly lil' sis... but she's still the cutest!! muacks

2005-09-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

i took these pictures some time ago... but i was really too bz to post them... hehe we were actually out shopping at The Heerens for some clothes with my mom n my uncle ... plus Aunty Cindy, Aunty Mary n gang... lolz~ so we were at Everlast when my sis fell in love with the "Boxer"; and we went on a frenzy to take photo with the idiot looking "Boxer" ~ -_- Anyway ... im now, presently...still poor-thingly...(ok..i think i've emphasized enough) studying in the kitchen even though it's 12am ... n it's still nowhere near the exams yet...(at least not to me) ... so well if u wanna know how pathetic i am... -Angeline- .Ichigo.Cheese.Cake. (in case if u are wondering what the japanese in the previous post meant..~)

Tsubasa Chronicles Insert Song

2005-09-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Eh ... i was watching Tsubasa Chronicles episode 23 ...(out of nowhere...) n i heard this nice insert song... haha i din realise that i have this song until i searched through my folders n folders of Anime OSTs ... lolzzz so here it is... - Tsubasa Chronicles Insert Song - You are my Love.mp3
this song is heard when Sakura decided to "die" with Shaoran-kun!! ^_^ enjoy!! -Angeline- .イチゴ.チース.ケーキ.

Meer's Version of Quiet Night & her very own song "Emotion"

2005-09-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

well... i dunno why would there be anyone who would want the utterly disgusting version of that song...but well, since i got it... i might as well share... (it's not that bad afterall...) Meer Campbell Soup... err did i say soup? no i didn't... u saw wrongly!! anyway ... i think she shares the same seiyuu as Lacus Clyne... so well it should be the very same singer who sings Emotion and The Meer's version of Quiet Night... lolz... they are up for download in the direct downloads section ... enjoy~ -Angeline- FFVII- Advent Children is SUPERB!!! 0.0 ~ Jaw-dropping graphics n tear-kering story... it's a huge pity that i missed the game... damn... i shall save up n buy PS3 n play the new version of FFVII!!!! HMPH!!

Long time no see!!!

2005-09-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

haix... i've been really bz... it's almost till the state of suicide!! anyway... i just watched finish 我和僵尸有个约会III (My Date with a Vampire III) super duper nice show... I love 完颜不破！！ the actor sang most of the OP and ED!! i bought the OST and well... hehe here are the lyrics!! OP - 永恒国度 - 或许在无限国度能让一双恋人活着不老无需再装一身的骄傲留底叹息在昨夜城堡背着你痛着你这样爱一个人身心会力竭筋疲承担不起回忆的种种细腻想你开心快乐不再忧郁顾忌一切都经过后准我可以陪伴你寻觅花开的香味寻觅失散梦乡的隐秘忘却生死在续缠绵日记传说那里有不死的天神乘着风手执千古的封印饶恕过去种种的不幸这夜尽头别留底遗忘总有一些珍贵的足印给你抱紧的兴奋云雨中飞行梦更深忘掉我与你有多么卑微曾在此共存在人间多凄美红雪扑向恢恢的天地最后又余下设么记起传说那里有不死的天神乘着风手执千古的封印饶恕过去种种的不幸这夜尽头愿留底热吻 wow...that's tough...i hate typing chinese words... lolz but i like this song... if u wan this song... do send me an email with the Subject "Date with Vampy III's OP" and i will send u the song my email add is Orangeline@gmail.com -Angeline-

急がし...急がし...(mumbles on)~

2005-09-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

im really busy like hell... study...study....n nothing but study... oh did i forget to say labwork? n more labwork...+ a little translation project that is going on n to be due this coming friday(the 9th of Sep) oh oh oh..n my traffic light... the one that made Henedick "suaned" me like nobody's business.. im supposed to design a traffic light with my lab partner...Khairun (he's quite a nice guy...lucky me hehez) n when i told my bf n Henedick abt this project... he came up with his usual sarcasm and went, "oh so you're gonna design a traffic light, you better don't.... coz if they implement it... n when you are taking ur TP, you will fail your TP because of the traffic light u designed..." (or something like that...i cant really remembered what he said... im suffering from short term anmesia recently...so bear with the inaccuracies... haixx... it's more studying tomorrow... n Sunday... it's more discussion for the Translation Project... *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* just a little letting off of the steam ... hehehe there wouldnt be much updates...esp anime screenshotz & Manga Page of the Day updates... coz i don't really have the time to watch and read them... *poor me* but i shall be back after the exams are done with... ^_^ n that shall be ard Nov ... *falls off the chair* **if i have any new songs... i will still upload them for u to download... do request if u want any anime songs... i will upload them for you if i have what you want... -_-|| -Angeline-

あのハカ(Hacker)わいままでにみたさいていのひとです...

2005-08-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

some bloody hacker hacked my maplestory acct n bloodily stole all my items...including my rare stuff n my LOLLIPOP that i spent weeks hunting for !! BLOODY PISSED so please pardon my lousy japanese (But again,this is my blog so i shall say wat i want..in any languages i want~) when i was loggin in ... i had the feeling that i was hacked... just a gut feeling... i guess it's women's intuition... haixx a bad one though... n well when i got in... *tada* all my items are gone...though my cashshop items are still there *hurtz* ちょういたい！！ anyway ... wat im trying to say in the title is rougly translated as : the hacker is the worst human being i can ever encounter in my entire life... n yea...im taking translation as a minor..n im towards the FREE translation side...not the rigid Literal Translation side... (if u dun understand me it's ok...im too pissed to explain the theories behind Free n Literal Translations) now...my 2 million meso gone, lollipop(worth alot) gone... dark moonlight(worth alot coz it's rare) gone... my act-noob props(i dunno wat the fucker want the noobish clothings for) also gone... my ARC STAFF...GONE!!! n im quite weaponless now...wat fuck...haixxx plus all my ORES...i got ALOT OF ORES...ALL GONE!! FUCK!!! FUCKED UP DAY!!it's not like im having a very good day u know.. i super tired... this whole week is hell..n i've gotten two labs tomorrow... n it's 0830 -2030 again coz i've gotten jap lessons at Bugis... haixx... freaking shit!! sorrie for complaining...i just needed a medium to crap... the only good thing that happened this week might probably be buying my new wallet... it's red in color ...costs $79.90(20% discount... the usual price is 98++ bucks)... n there are いちごs(strawberry) pictures inside... ちょうかわいい(supa cute!!) shall talk about the process of buying it another day im not in the mood today... it's just a fucked up day~~ FUCKED UP!!! *screams into the darkness* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH -Angeline-

Stress~~

2005-08-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

I haven been updating my blog... coz im fussing over school work plus labwork... there are like 6 modules(general electives inclusive) n out of the 6 ... three of them got labs...wat fuck? the worst of all is 203's lab - programming!!! the first n second lab is GUI!! ELEVATOR SIMULATION...n with NO help from the fucked up lecturer...im dying from doing it.... even after watching the super satisfying Phase 43 of Gundam Seed Destiny... i dint even have the time to do screenshotz for it... (i clapped my hands like mad throughout the whole episode thoughz... thoroughly enjoyed the episode!! shant spoil it for you... but Mwu n Ramius got back together...ooOOoo sorrie ... me n my big mouth .. i did it again!!! -_-||) sighz... it's only the beginning of the semester n im like REVISING tutorials already.. WAT M I DOING?? *slaps myself* y am i acting like a BLOODY NERD?!?! haixx....i was studying at MAC during the weekends... n ard me...all i could see are kids studying for their A or O levels... so Y AM I REVISING when it's only three weeks into the semester?? *sad* anyway... on a happier note... i've gotten away with the first voting that i nearly had to go through... Singapore's next president is still Nathan... if they had set the election date on a weekday n there'll be a holiday..i wouldnt mind going down to vote... but the idiotic thing happens to be on a SATURDAY!!?!? y set an election date on a Saturday?? argh it's lucky for me that the nominees are all not elligible...(are they REALLY NOT elligible? hmmz ... nothing!!! 0.o just wondering) gonna sign up for JLPT4 ... dunno if i will pass but i shall try my best... haix...my katakana n kanji suxx... so Simin shall be my tutor!! hehehe~~ i shall rely WHOLLY on you girl... *fufufufufu* -Angeline- tells herself, "WORK HARD for all Bs so that you can go Japan for your IA next YEAR"

My sister's rabbitS!!

2005-08-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

My mom n uncle had gotten two super cute rabbits for my sister... all she had to do was to spell "Responsibility" ... n well... with the Phonics classes that she took when she was little n a little help from me...she did manage to spell it n "earned" herself two cute bunnies... but i must say that she's a typical singaporean with absolutely NO creativity!! she actually named the bunnies Mocha n Caramel?!?! just because one has brown rings n the other one has black rings around their eyes... n why the one with black rings is called Mocha...isnt Mocha brownish or something like that?!?! *sigh* here are the bunnies... i cant wait to cuddle them... but school isnt letting me off... poor me... *sayang* -Angeline- wanna make her future home a ZOO!! ^_^ heehee~

本物の翼が欲しい... I want real wings...

Top ten songs

I moved!

Don't you love my iMac too?

I think ...

Shivaree

immediate wishlist...

A French Word a Day #3

RAM vs. ROM analogy

FINALLY!!!

Just before I leave for classes

A Song a Day #2

Just before i embark on my french homework...

A French Word a Day #2

Steve Irwin died...

A Japanese word a day #1

A French Word a day #1

A Song a Day #1

Hey guys~ (imitates Ethan's tone...)

You're sooo (remember to drag) good~ Come on, come on Toshi!

Hell fun!

The best movie made!!

Nana!!

Pics from Shanghai~

I just got yelled at!! wanna fucking know why?

Cassis by Gazette

the can-picking old man who drank my coke n GLARED at June

Im finally back+ I PASSED MY EXAMS... + China Sucks!!

Going to be dragged to Shanghai for 6 Days 5 Nights...

I'll be out of Singapore in 8 hours time!! hoooooooo~

Another wallpaper... hehee

Two wallpapers that i created using Photoshop

YAY!!! Lucify got back into SuperBand

黒ひげ危機一発 レイザーラモンHG が欲しい!!!!

Louis Vuitton Epi Leather long wallet...

FUCKing FUGLY summer Breeze is still in the competition... n ...

My mostest favouritest LIVE!!

I finally bought myself a decent birthday present after so many years...

ahh ... had a crush on another band....

im officially a "fangirl" of Alice Nine...*loves*

One potential patient for the asylum

i spent 80 bucks ... on a CD

this is what i call youthful ... being young ....

最高！

is gender in the love equation?

New Song ... Unnamed Song~ by Yoshiki ...

another over-night-studying session at Kallang McDonalds...

The best PV i've ever watched...

Just a reminder for myself

Love Letter

My Anime and Manga List-

this is a once in a zillion years kinda post...

im going crazy ... over him~

im definitely going to get FFVII:Dirge of the Cerebus after my exams..why?

why haven't I been updating? it's because of him ...

So Sorry ....

Face-Off Angels GIG 1

Updates on my laggy life - talking about the lack of updates

talk about the lack of updates

Going Thailand tomorrow!!! with a woeful travelling companion!! damn!!

Direct Download Links

World of Warcraft!!

Pissed ...very fucking pissed

"I'd give away my soul to hold you once again..."

15 more hours to Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

A day after 202 paper ....also, the start of the days without my Zen micro

this is what I call - Sick of Life

Mp3 player died~

More blogThings

and now i feel really old .... n out of place again...

the Room that confines Me... has driven me towards Insanity

Cage

Wow... Mai Hime last episode!!

Ideal guy~

yooooohoooo....I've gotten my tickets to watch Harry Potter on the 16th of Nov!!!

Yay.. can put japanese !!

This template does not show japanese words...damn~ + Trinity Blood Episode 24[end]

New Template!!

12 more hours to my first paper!!

Silent Hill 4 OST!!

黒ひげ危機一発レイザーラモンHG が欲しい!!!!

im officially a "fangirl" of Alice Nine...loves

My silly lil' sis... but she's still the cutest!! muacks